matter of time wen im gone

2006-12-19T09:41:00.000-08:00

20/12/06 0220 hrs

secondhand serenade - i hate this song

after a super long hiatus... i suddenly felt lyk updating... dont ask why...

i wont be here if i had the ans..ahaha...

its not dat i don wanna update...juz gt no tym...

u noe,werk n stuff... ahah...

im not gonna say anytin bout wateva happen the past mths...

wats past is past..

or in better english...

let bygones be bygones... eheh..

i guess i noe y im updating....

cos im super bored at home... the monsoon season is really taking its toll on me..oh MISS RAIN,

pls go away...i don need u by my side... err while im typing this entry...im d/l songs by

secondhand serenade... their songs are juz so nice... try them...u wont regret.. this things keep

me awake.. im staying awake cos i wanna watch the arsenal and liverFool league cup match

at 3.40am... and now is onie 2.20 am...

still an hr+ to go...

bloggin wont b able to kip me occupied till 3.40... it neva will... i guess playing FM shall do the

trick...hee... and so... u noe.... BYE...

P.s. Do tag ppl...my tagboard's been dead since ages ago..

2006-09-05T08:26:00.000-07:00

o6/09/06 12:28 am

welcome to jamrock- damien marley

im not werking again today...

how sucky...i nd money2...

money makes the world go round after all....

no money, no go babey...

very funny...

i sms norizan saying i onie want fri n sat off...

but she gave me tues, fri n sat off instead...

onie 4 days of werk dis week...

how to make money..

n since ive got noting much to blog bout today, i'll blog bout yesterday...

so yesterday.. so yesterday... ok crap..

ytd i stayed at home until ard 10pm..

den went out wif yan to pick up lia n leha from kallang...

den send leha home to change n den met the rest( abt 13 bikes n 1 car) at B.B. esso as norizan was giving us all a treat....

n den we were all on our wat to meet adh n gang at woodlands...

we go by kje den bke... n along bke...

ders our very nice corner...

i would have entered dat corner very fast if i had no pillion...

but luckily i had...

unfortunately, dzul skidded while negotiating the bend...

he was quite injured...

wif cuts n bruises..

n he cant move his leg....

n so an outing which was supposed to b happy din end up as planned...

but everytin oways happens 4 a reason..

but i neva seem to noe wat the reason is..

n after the accident, leha tumpang sum1 else...

n i was lyk.. ok ar..wateva la..

i pick her up all the way from kallang juz for her to pillion someone else...

how nice...

i dunno if im juz too nice or too stupid..

but wat the heck...

im juz bein nice...

in other werds...

im oways nice...

agreed.... cool...

bah..no mood to type anytin anemore...

BYE

2006-09-04T02:15:00.000-07:00

4/9/06 5:40pm

benci bilang cinta - radja

ok dats it...

i broke my resolution..

oh wait, let me explain...

after the unfateful day of 22 july...

i decided to repent...

mainly i decided not to club anymore..

but ytd... i did...

went to hard rock cafe wif yan,zul,fazrin,liana n afai...

its been 1 mth plus since i last went...

n i felt its ok to go once in a while...

n it feels so good...

sunday at HRC was reggae nite as usual...

wif bushmen performing live...

and syed azmir singing 1 reggae song..

not bad la...

he can sing reggae...

the crowd was very supportive of him...

normally the mats wld b booing ppl lyk him...

but in ytd's case, everyone was cool wif it...

im not werking today...

yan n zul called me, asking me to replace dem...

sorry la guys...

i wanna rest la...

i woke up at 4pm juz now...

n since its boring, so i decided to update for my wonderful readers...aha

i like her,

but i tink she likes him.

let it be.

2006-09-01T12:16:00.000-07:00

2/9/06 3.30am

tiger lily- matchbook romance

my oh my....

its been months since ive updated...

a series of unwanted events happened making me feel lyk not updating...

don wanna elaborate on those stuff though...

let bygones be bygones...

n so here i am...

a new entry after so long...

well im bored actually...

normally i wont be home even by now...

reached home from werk abt 12.30 am juz now....

wanted to go out to lepak wif my frens...

was taking my clothes out from my cupboard wen mom woke up n asked wer im going...

i told her im going out..

n she was like " nk kua lagi?alik pagi lagi?tk ksian kan mak ke?"

n so i strait away put my clothes back n gave her a hug n told her i'll stay home tonite...

her werds oways seem to melt me down...

i have sucha sweettalker of a mom...haha..

n again, dats y im here la....

i find it so boring to stay at home....

im so used to going out everynyte wif my rider frens....

staying at home now feels so awkward...

n im starting to miss my other frens...

ppl lyk rafiz,shairy,hilmi,farhan,aidah,ayu...

i miss goin esplanade wif dem...

watching movie wif dem...

walking ard town aimlessly wif dem...

n i mostly miss taking last bus wif dem....

its partly my fault...

been growing distant from dem since i got bike...

n been super bz wif werk...

im werking 5 days a week...

uuurrrggghhhh....

im gonna ask u guys out next weekend...

i don care...u guys muz agree...

we'll take bus together2...

i'll throw my bike away for a day...

friends means more den a bike la dey..

oh...blogging makes me sleepy...

guess i now wat to do whenever i cant slp...

expect more late nyte/early morning updates aite...

toodles...

2006-06-13T01:32:00.000-07:00

4.50pm 13 june 2006

stand up- a static lullaby

Lyk finally. i feel lyk updating. so yeah. common tests are over. i tink i did ok for ESD n DAD. But FCS. Its a sure RETEST !! NOW !! its holidays. world cup. ole ole ole ole. lyk always. i support ITALY. it will be super duper fantabulously great if they cld win the cup. but im tipping czech republic to win this one. today. got 3 match. featuring korea, brazil n france. i'll miss the korea match. as im werking. oh anw. im werking at pizza hut as rider now. my 2nd week on the job. at last im earning my own money. HAFIZ da independent. But werking as a rider is risky. eh no. riding a bike is risky. especially if its on the 6th of june 2006. the OMEN. and i tink it struck me. imagine. i met wif an accident 3 times on the same day. thank god i wasnt injured much. the road was slippery n i managed to slip across the road surface unhurt. pro ar. haha. floorball. i miss floorball. i tink its almost a month since i played floorball. i so cant wait for the league to start. and spot me in a new jersey number aite. a clue. lampard n gerrard wears dis no for their clubs. dats lyk a straight forward clue. onie gundoos cant figure it out. haha. oops. its omost 5. gotta get ready for werk. adios amigos.

2006-05-19T06:38:00.000-07:00

19/5/2006 21:32 hrs

wanna ride- wisin y yandel

at last..at last i reached johor on my bike...haha...i hate the road der man...the surface is so rough...n the road users r super duper uncivilised... i bet dey din learn to signal,check blind spot and lane change.. n to giv way if its not possible for dem to lane change...no wonder the accident rate is so high...serve dem right...haha...

aniways...went to johor strait after rafiz finish sch at 12 n den met fir n we proceed johor together..der was no jam...how lucky...1st tym lucky...haha...anehoots...wen johor to do sumtin wif my bike....reach "lorong bapok" at 1+....dat was wer the bike shops are located...the place has its own name actually...a more decent one..but since der were lyk many bapoks waiting for customers,thus the new undecent name...haha...n so i "renovated" my bike....changed to new "dunlop TT900" tyres...bigger ones too for better corners...hah...changed to "racing boy" sports rim n changed to "racing" suspension...the suspension is longer n my bike is now more jacked up...i havta tiptoe now...but its cool...the modification cost a mere RM400...cool-ness...in spore, juz the rim n tyres wld cost 200 bux....money superbly well spent..cool-ness..the traffic in johor's city was rather heavy on the way back wif all the busses n staff...but no prob...selit lor...haha...i rch home ard 5.30 n was all beat n tired man..the fever got worse..accompanied by the flu n cough...how cruel...

ok i gotta rest....chalou...

2006-05-19T06:12:00.000-07:00

19/5/2006 21:32 hrs

wanna ride- wisin y yandel

at last..at last i reached johor on my bike...haha...i hate the road der man...the surface is so rough...n the road users r super duper uncivilised... i bet dey din learn to signal,check blind spot and lane change.. n to giv way if its not possible for dem to lane change...no wonder the accident rate is so high...serve dem right...haha...

aniways...went to johor strait after rafiz finish sch at 12 n den met fir n we proceed johor together..der was no jam...how lucky...1st tym lucky...haha...anehoots...wen johor to do sumtin wif my bike....reach "lorong bapok" at 1+....dat was wer the bike shops are located...the place has its own name actually...a more decent one..but since der were lyk many bapoks waiting for customers,thus the new undecent name...haha...n so i "renovated" my bike....changed to new "dunlop TT900" tyres...bigger ones too for better corners...hah...changed to "racing boy" sports rim n changed to "racing" suspension...the suspension is longer n my bike is now more jacked up...i havta tiptoe now...but its cool...the modification cost a mere RM400...cool-ness...in spore, juz the rim n tyres wld cost 200 bux....money superbly well spent..cool-ness..the traffic in johor's city was rather heavy on the way back wif all the busses n staff...but no prob...selit lor...haha...i rch home ard 5.30 n was all beat n tired man..the fever got worse..accompanied by the flu n cough...how cruel...

ok i gotta rest....chalou...

2006-05-13T09:02:00.000-07:00

14 may 2006 00:05 hrs

wonderwall(acoustic) - oasis

adrenalin pump...dats wat best describe the FA cup final between Liverpool n West ham rite now...its tied at 3-3 and its now in extra tym...i wanna west ham to win...im more of an underdog supporter..heh...but i gotta give credits to Steven Gerrard...for 2 superb half volley which tied the game...marvellous...kudos kudos...

accidents n accidents n accidents...i mean road accidents...it happens everyday....n yesterday,me n my frens came across one...how sad...it was an accident between a vespa and a bus which took place under the tampines flyover...the senior citizen rider n the pillion were lying motionless...seems lyk they were husband n wife cos i heard a girl screaming at the male rider, "pak....bangon pak" which means wake up dad...i wasnt really affected by wat happens cos i was keen on concentrating on the road n not let wat happened linger in my mind...n so we proceeded wif our journey n reached pasir ris safely...had fun riding dat day...met up at lakeside at 9pm...me,yan,rafiz,fadhil,syaiful n fir..rafiz n yan tumpang....soon u guys will pass k..hah...my bike was the smallest...onie 115cc... fir n syaiful rode Kr n Sp 150 cc n fadhil's was gilera runner 200cc...n so they had more speed den me...cos i was running in my bike....not supposed to go 100km/h yet..but wen i wanted to catch dem,no choice lar....110km/h la...haha...but its ok...wateva i loss in speed...i made up wif my selit-menyelit(squeezing between vehicles)...haha...whenever ders heavy traffic,im oways in the lead...woohooo...n so we went from lakeside to east coast park...ate nasi ayam penyek n den went pasir ris park...leapk a while..den we went home...i reached home ard 2.30 am...change up n went to bed...but i cant slp...i kept on imagining myself in dat situation..imagining myself colliding wif a bus n wondering wat wld happen to me...simply said, i was a bit traumatised..but wen i woke up next morning...everyting was fine...yeay-ness...

ok the match ended...n liverpool won on penalties....sucks....bbbbuuttt.. from now...call me GERRARD.....STEVEN "Superb" GERRARD....

till den...

chalou...

2006-05-08T06:00:00.000-07:00

8/5/2006 21:54 hrs

hips dont lie-syakira

movies galore...

wat else can i do aniway...

watched castello,ice age2,undisputed 2,honey and a walk to remember today...

luckily i got lots of cds to watch...hah

my eyes getting better....

not dat painful anemore...

except dat its still abit blur...

it gets blur wen i focus...

i cant focus my left eye...

wen i read, gets blur..

im getting short-sighted...

which sux...

how the hell m i gonna study...???

since wen i study aniway...haha...

i cant play against millenia skools floorball tmr...

sux man...

was so looking 4ward to it n nnow i cant play...damn....

2006-05-05T07:54:00.000-07:00

5/5/2006 23:38 hrs

stab my back-all american rejects

ouch ouch...it hurts alot...

n before i knew it...

my left eye vision bcame super blurred...

all i can see was a mist of yellow..

after the ball hit me in my left eye...

everyting blurred...

n the fact dat i was wearing lenses made it worse..

i took my lens out hoping dat i cld see better...

but it was worse...

the guys wanted to take me to the doc n den take me home...

dat means i wld hav to leave my bike in sch...

dats a big no no...

being the stubborn me,heh...

i decided to ride home...wif 1 eye of cos...

they made me promise to call dem once i reach home..n to ride slow..

hey...i reach home in less den 10 mins...haha...

lyk racer rite..heh...

went to a family clininc strait after

during the checkup...

the doc shined the torch to both my eyes...

n he said dat my left eye doesnt react towards light...

n he took a deep breath n said...

ders a possibility dat u might go blind...

n i was lyk "oh pls say dat ur lying"

n he had to refer me to NUH cos he wasnt n eye expert...

dis morning i went to NUH...

the checkup went well..

at least Dr Thean din say i wld go blind...

he said"u've been hit quite hard...it resulted in a bleeding...i will need to check the back of ur eye..."

at dat point..i was tinking..how is he gonna check the back of my eyes...takeout my eyeballs....

den he said"but before dat,i have to open up ur eye pupils"

more stupid thoughts ran thru...

to open up my pupil,juz a drop of solution did the trick...

to check the back of my eyes..

he used a specific instrument....which din hurt....hah...

den lastly he said...

u gonna need a lot of rest...

no activities 4 2 weeks...

n i really mean rest...

if the eye bleeds again...

it might result in u being in a coma...

n i was lyk"dat serius"

n he said yah.... "n im not gonna take any risk...i'll give u n mc n u return to sch on 15 may"..

my heart was jumping...

but den...i din feel gd...at home 4 10 daes...

dats super duper boring...

n i cant play the match against MI n i cant see her(hilmi n rafiz noes) onie until 2 more weeks...

damn....

n so u guys r welcomed to visit me at home..

pls bring along dvd or cd 4 me to watch...

im gonna need lots of those...

movie marathon of my own...

my eye's starting to hurt...

update again nxt tym...

2006-04-30T01:57:00.000-07:00

30 apr 2006 17:22 hrs

rough landing holly-yellowcard

MON no sch...yeayness...

sch have onie resumed for 1 week or so but im starting to get bored oready..

im takin onie 3 modules dis sem....

DAD, ESD n FCS....

DAD is the most boring...

esp the lecture...

mainly cos of the lecturer....

n shes teachin me the practical n tutorial oso...

ewww...

life wif a bike...

its fun...

lyk i said..

i got my bike on 21 apr...

its been 9 days now..

but fun, has its up n down too...

on my 3rd day as a road user...

i got a taste of wat those idiotic car drivers are lyk...

a car overtook me on my right... dats ok...

but it moved really close....

so close dat i had to maneuveur my bike to avoid collision...

n it was a narrow escape cos the doors of the car graced my slippers...

fuck the car....

yeah man...i really flashed my middle finger...

n 1 fun part was the cornering part...

making a right turn at 90km/h...

feels great man....

cornering to the max wif my footrest touching the road...

woohooo...im not boasting though...

juz dont try dis at home...

nyahaha....

2006-04-21T01:32:00.000-07:00

21 apr 2006 16:33 hrs

rompe- daddy yankee

its so darn boring....

im at home the whole day....

supposedly not...

suppose to go to sch 4 the cca fiesta...

i woke up on tym to wake rafiz up

but onie to hear him saying he feels lazy...

so floorballers...

blame rafiz 4 my absence...nyahaha...

oh yes....

i can collect my bike today...

will be going to take my bike at ard 6+..

actually can take now...

but wait for afai to fetch me la....

he finish werk at 6.....

den after take my bike we can go jalan2.....

weehooo....

i wld lyk to send condolescence to my bestest friend,seri....

for the death of her grandad....

cheer up k gerl...

yg suda tu suda....

yg pergi tkkan kembali...

amin...

2006-04-20T08:14:00.000-07:00

20 apr 2006 23:19 hrs

dammit-blink 182

i PASSSSSS.....

PASS

PASS

PASS...

yeay...

18 points...

i juz made it....

but who cares...

a license is still a license....haha....

n guess wat....

i passed on 17 apr...

n i bought a bike on the same day....

hopefully can collect it tmr...

a brand new YAMAHA X1...

yeayness...

its gonna be red...

woohooo...

fierce...

anyone nk tumpang tell me k...haha...

ok toodles...

2006-04-15T03:07:00.000-07:00

ello-pergi untuk kembali

its raining its pouring....

my mother is snoring...

went to bed n she bumped her head n she couldnt wake up in the morning...

haha...sori mak...juz freaking bored....haha...

rain2 cannot go out so here i am.....

in the morning went for my Road Revision...

my 2nd TP on 17 apr...

n im so freaking worried...

everytin seem to go wrong juz nw....

u turn sux...

wide turn...footed u turn...juz name it....i committed the mistakes...

pls hope n pray dat i pass k ppl...

den i can send u guys home...

haha....

dent after dat went to cck stadium...

juz wanted to support my team in the DEFEND YOUR TURF competition...

no plans to play cos in din bring my match kit....

but end up playing...

we were knocked out in the quarters....

won the 1st match 3-1...

lost the 2nd 2-1...

won the 3rd 3-0...

lost the quarter final 4-2....

hard luck ar...

n now here i am....

rot,rotting,rotted...

dada....

15 apr 2006 18:26 hrs

2006-04-12T07:37:00.000-07:00

coldplay- the hardest part

i rot at home the whole of wednesday...

arggggghhhh....

woke up at 11..

den watch tv....

den bath...

den played XBOX..

den play comp....

den nw here i am....

oh man....

im rotting now...

n ders a big news..

im CATless...

my mom gave away the cat....

arggggghh...

i miss my chek-mong.....

now noone(nothing) to kiss me....

noone to slp wif me....

noone to bite me...

muahahahahahaa(sadly)

ok enuf moaning 4 the day...

toodles...

12 apr 2006 22:40 hrs

2006-04-11T08:57:00.000-07:00

radja-jujur

DWI is dead....arggggghhhhh....

now ders nothing to look 4ward to wen i watch "DIA"....

i wanna die too.....

aniways...

changed to a new skin...

new post...so new look....haha...

n yah...

gotta give credits to miss farah nadya binte ________ for the skin....

thanx loads....

sch gonna start in lyk 12 daes...

woohoooo...i juz cant stand rotting at home...

bsyds the fact i spent most of the tym outsyd home...haha...

really looking 4ward to a new sem....

wif new modules...

i pass my modules btw...

n HILMI....aku nk notes 'D.A.D' free notes...who dont want...

ok till nxt tym frens....

2006-02-26T23:02:00.000-08:00

song playing : lagu jiwa lagi cinta-mawi

am taking a break frm all the mugging...

been mugging for the past hr...

left 3 more chaps to cover for TP...

hopefully enuf tym...

the paper starts at 9am tmr...

den the nxt 1 wld be MPI on fri....

den holidays...

hoping to get a job during the 7 wks break...

save some money to buy M _ _ _ R _ _ C _ _(figure it out)...heh...

THE PAST DAYS WEN IM GONE

23 feb 2006
i cant recall wat i did dat day...

24 feb 2006
met my bedah...den went to view bikes wif ahfai at bkt merah...

25 feb 2006
met bedah again...went CHINA BLACK dat nite...just an OK2 turnout...
they might as well close down...

26 feb 2006
reach home at 8am....slept all the way till 5pm...

end of 27 feb 2006 entry, 15:15 hrs

2006-02-21T21:32:00.000-08:00

song playing: you raise me up-josh groban

oh my god... i don blief im finally back...

my blogger is still in freaking mandarin,mind u....

but i juz cant take it anemore la...

boredom made me blog even dough der was constrictions..

constrictions being blogger in mandarin dat is...

holidays are here again... yeayness...

exams oso...boo-ness...

my papers are on 28 feb n 3 march...

ive muggled a bit la...

dats quite respectable....hah..

n yah i cant fail dis repeated modules...

if i fail...sayonara ngee ann...

haloooooooooooooooooo NS.....

wld it b army?police?CD?airforce?navy?

i prefer CD...

but the airforce seems reli interested in getting my services...

so no choice...

halooooooooo airforce..hha

damn... i really miss blogging sia...

ive been readings ppl blog for the past mth but i cant blog...

my lappie crash..so sent it to toshiba..

for 2 weeks... 2 freaking weeks...

all my stuff gone...pics..song...n those tings....

those gd tings i mean...not dirty ones..hah..

y readers tink dirty...i dunno.....

n i got myself a DATE today...

watching spore vs iraq wif my cyg rafiz...bleargh...

weukkkkzzz...haha

recently...farah asked if i get turned on seeing lesbians kiss...

wat a qn... of cos i wnt la....

its lyk yuckkkkzzzz...no offence dough...

n it turns out dat all the other guys she asked says dey get turned on,xcept me...

n she says im weird...

so help me out here....

guys...pls tell me if u get turned on seeing lesbos kiss...
gerls...do u tink we guys shld get turned on...

to both guys n gerls...do u tink im being weird by nt getting turned on..

do ans on my taggie aite...'

its a survey the singapore homos society...heh....jokin...

n again..no offence aite...i mean no harm... hehe

22 feb 2006 1:51pm

2006-01-21T01:10:00.000-08:00

song playing:hung up(dance remix)

oohh...been so long...

wen did i last update...

10 days ago i tink...

hehe...but nvm.. im back...

yeay....

its a sat n i staying home dis tym round...

i din go home last sat n last2 sat...

so i dcided den i wld be a gd boy n stay home today...

hehe..

n im kinda bored...

i cant possibly play xbox the whole day rite...

but ok la... half the day is gone...

juz waiting for 8.40pm for the arsenal match..

ive missed 2 weeks of soccer action sia...

n im so looking 4ward to dis one... hee

dats all for the short update la...

till nxt tym...

i got myself a girlfren...

love u miss crappy...

5.24pm 21/01/2006

2006-01-09T09:09:00.000-08:00

song playing: yo - chris brown

i juz had a refereshing bath..

yeayness...

i feel abit tired...

the IVP game against SIM juz now was a cracker..

we came out 4-1 winners..

but had to werk hard to achieve dat scoreline...

n im so glad we did...

3 cheers for NP scarecrows...

hip hip(hooray)
hip hip(hooray)
hip hip(hooray)

yeay.....

HAPPY HARI RAYA AIDILADHA everyone..

bsk potong kambing ye...

nangis kambing2 tu mlm ni..

ok bye...

muaaaaxxxx to all...

1:20am 10/01/2006

2006-01-03T07:29:00.000-08:00

song playing: januari-glenn fredly

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006

well.. even dough its kinda very belated one...

juz decided to wish everyone happy new year...

practically cos i read blog entries wishing new yr... heh..

actually it was mimik's, bedah's n farah's blog lar...

im sure everyone else wished too...

so here goes again...

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE...

Oh my god oh my god..

common tests are really near...

dis fri... 2 papers in a day...

well its not dat bad actually... clear everytin in a day..

den the following daez wld be a breeeze...

but but but...

i haven start revising..

n ders lyk 2 days left...

oh god...

may the force be wif me.. heh

IVP is coming...

yeehoohaahiihuuhooo...

i so cant wait...

1st game gonna be on the 9th jan against SIM...

i so cant wait to kick as*... heh..

i wanna be IVP top scorer...

ah.. n hopefully a div 1 club wld see me play... n n n sign me up...

i wanna play for MI...

hilmi n rafiz noes y... hush... heh...

ok im daydreaming..

but its gd.. its gd to hav dreemmzzz...

n so...

i guess i'd better start dreaming now...

nyte... im off to lala land...

toodles...

12:39am 4/1/2006

2005-12-29T04:21:00.000-08:00

song playing: nadya-khairil anwar

updating in progress...

since the last update..

quite a number of tings happened...

chalets.... floorball 3 0n 3...

n the best of all...

i got my XBOX...

it cld have been an XBOX 360...

my dad wanted to buy me the xbox 360...

but i declined cos i juz pity him la...

overall it cost 1000+++ sia...

spending 1000+++ on 1 single day.... on a game...

makes me feel guilty man...

so i juz took the xbox...

oh my... im sucha gd son... nyehehe....

dats part of the reason haven been online much...

im tiring my eyes n fingers on NEED FOR SPEED Most Wanted... cool-ness...

chalet wif my Kampong frens was fun...

an all guys affair... yeay-ness...

guess dats all for now...

till nxt tym...

20:44 29/12/05

2005-12-20T21:00:00.000-08:00

song playing: when i'm gone-eminem

hey...

finally i miss updating... hehe

mayb cos im bored rite now la....

im at home... woke up at 12 juz now...

damn early sia...

all bcos of the stupid flu n fever lor....

n now i dunno wat to do...

so here i am blogging...

eh... my taggie is so damn farken dead sia...

no tag for lyk 5 days...

luckily aidah saves the day.... baek ar bedah.... nyehehe..

i dunno wer the rest of the peeps go...

sumtyms make me feel...

no no... make me realise sumting...

there are two types of frens in my life...

the ones dat stick wif me all dis while...

n the ones dat come n go...

sumtym dey keep intouch wif me...

n sumtyms dey don even bother...

farah.. diena... wer are u now..

so senyap leady sia...

bleargh u two ar..

nyahaha...

pls keep in mind im not feeling sad or neglected while posting dis k...

nvm... i make sure i get back at the two of u ar...

im gonna dsturb u 2 lyk hell...

nyahaha....

n pls kp in mind dis 2 have no connections watsoever...

hehe...

meanwhile...

the flu is so killing me...

argggggghhhgghhhggghhhggghhhhggghhhggghhhggghhhhhh

n yeah...

tmr gt floorball frenly againsty moosezeettts...

if dats how its spelt...

hehe...

but at tampines sports hall...

damn far lor..

but nvm...

PASSION is der... nyehehe...

n fri wld be off to chalet wif my frens...

wld be back on sun...

wont be online for 3 days...

damn....

i apologise for making u all miss me k...

oh... gotta take a shower..

meeting a fren at 2...

toodles....

real love, real hugs, real kisses

21/12/2005 13:28

2005-12-13T08:09:00.000-08:00

song playing: carousel- blink 182

hey...

im back updating...

it feels so long since i updated...

missed me... yes? i knew it..

yeehoots..

oh damn...

even dough after the 10 day hiatus...

i still don feel lyk updating...

juz nt in the mood ar...

dunno wats wrong...

guess will give a proper update nxt tym...

toodles..

12:16am 14/12/2005

2005-12-03T20:45:00.001-08:00

song playing: dance dance- fallout boys

CAts GaLorE

4 dec 2005, 13:03hrs

2005-12-03T20:45:00.000-08:00

song playing: dance dance- fallout boys

CAts GaLorE

2005-12-01T07:48:00.000-08:00

song playing: window shopper-50 cent

exhausted... lethargic.... fatigue...

these are the words to describe me rite now...

training was enjoyable but tiring...

my stamina is getting much2 worse...

n ive been getting regular chest pains...

mayb dats the effect of not smoking as much as usual... heh

i guess dat sums the state my body is in rite now...

n IVP is juz round the corner....

i gotta shape up a.s.a.p....

but how can i achieve dat???

running everyday? IMPOSSIBLE

eating Vegies? nah... dat will neva happen

vitamins? doubt it wld help...

any suggestions....... anyone....????????

and yeah...

if any of u watching APAC matches...

do beep me k...

toodles...

00:23

2005-11-27T15:00:00.000-08:00

song playing: emily- from first to last

My home net connection is down for the tym being....

thus the hiatus...

miss me k peeps... nyahaha

went jalan raya wif the floorball peeps ytd....

ard 13 or 14 of dem....

met up wif hilmi, ayu, aidah, dol n razif at j.e at 8.30....

den proceed to tampines to meet the rest

n went to amal's hse...

had delicious brkfast.....

to cut it short...

after amal's hse was fariza's, den nurul's, den aisah's, den najib's, den razif's, den mine, den

athira's...

all the houses offered food...

ate at all the houses xcept for aisah's....

no offence hor...

i don reli lyk lontong...

i onie eat it on the 1st day of raya cos dats the onie food available at home...

nyehehe....

i reached home ard 10 ar....

den watch muzika xtravaganza a while...

den watch the arsenal-blackburn match....

den i go slp..

hehe...

n now...

here i am trying to use the mach-synario software to do my assignment...

but i noe nuts bout it...

the tchr haven teach me how to use actually...

im ahead of tym in my PDP2 assignment...

see.... hardwerking rite....

xie xie...

hehe...

oh yes...

i gotta get new flip flops...

the current ripcurl is worn...

its so so so slippery..

anyone wanna get me a new pair...

i'll be glad.... haha...

n i still haven watch goblet of fire...

anyone wanna treat me...

i'll be glad for dat too...

nyehehe...

you...

my fren...

you stepped into my life...

but onie for a while...

suddenly....

u're gone...

no calls...

no sms...

no nothing...

is this the end...

i hope its not...

but if it is...

den GOODBYE fren....

3:00pm

2005-11-21T22:12:00.000-08:00

song playing: the most depressing song- the get up kids

An injured leg.......

which came at a tym lyk now...

how suay can i get...

n how did i get the injured leg...

while SPARRING with my fwens....

n wen did we SPAR?

strait away after jln raya ytd....

n now im limping away...

all bcos of dat strong kick by Amsyah...

it hit the part in between my left calf n left thigh...

the vein der is swollen...

arggggghhhh.... it still hurts alot...

NO FLOORBALL...

NO SOCCER...

NO physical stuff for 1 week..... AT least 1 week i mean...

anyone wanna give me a massage....

i'll be glad to receive a massage from anyone...

yeah.... im dad serius..

n my groin's injured too....

"my lovely manly groins"

arggggggghhhh.....

i tink ive moaned enuf for now...

toodles.....

22:12 pm

2005-11-19T17:15:00.000-08:00

song playing: another girl another planet- blink 182

yeay yeay yeay...

Blink 182 is out with their new Greatest Hits Album...

yeehoohoooo....

and it includes 2 unreleased tracks...

NOT NOW and ANOTHER GIRL ANOTHER PLANET

the latter is a cover actually..

Babyshambles came up with the original song..

The rest of the songs on the CD are those which ive heard n jammed before...

MIMIK... aku nk pinjam vcd die..

i wanna see the videos...

wooohooohooo....

BLINK 182 rox my socks..

oh... aniways...

I wanna wish my dad a happy 55th bday...

18 Nov dat is... so yesterday lor...

i gave him a shirt which my sis help me buy...

but im such a bad son...

i din wish him HAppY bDay ytd..

i din see him the whole day...

when i got home at 12.15 am..

i woke him up n wished him happy bday...

well.. dats the best i could do..

i tink i have a crush on her

5.30pm

2005-11-14T22:55:00.000-08:00

song playing: the saddest song- streetlight manifesto

the song im listening to rite now is by streetlight manifesto..

a band farah introduced me to...

its ska...

no no no...

i tink its kinda ska punk...

cool...

go to my frenster if u wanna listen to it..

http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=10200456

im not promoting my frenster or anyting k...

but if u lyk, can oways drop me a testi.. nyahaha...

ask you...

wats ur opinion on unplanned outings...

my opinion... it may work out well sometyms...

in tyms lyk ytd.. rite guys...

the plan was juz to go to sue's open house actually...

but me n hilmi was hoping dat we wld go out sum more...

kan kan kan... betol kan mik...

its kinda lame lar if we dress up in baju kurong but go 1 house onie...

in the end, we decided to go jln2 raya..

WE= mimik, yazid, sue, aisah, fad, najib, amilin n me... did i leave any names... don tink so...

went to fad's house, den najib's n lastly aisah's...

i had fun..

all the jokes n laughters...

been sumtym since i had a good laugh... reli..

i juz cant imagine how kecohrable it wld b on the 26th of Nov...

lets juz wait n see...

aniways...

today was a fine day in sch...

completed my PDP2 ex3...

yeayness...

nyahaha...

toodles...

10:55pm

2005-11-10T00:38:00.000-08:00

song playing: fix you- coldplay

The song u are listening to on my blog is

BLACKOUT by MUSE...

Im oh so in love wif dem...

i wanna be their manager...

N come out wif a slogan for their new concert...

it would go lyk dis...

"MUSE... BE HYPNOTISED"

cool huh... dis song is juz so so so hypnotising...

n so are the other songs...

MUSE.... Wo Ai Ni...

ok2... enuf of muse...

eh no no... i'll neva have enuf of MUSE...

but don wanna bore u by talking bout muse onie...

erm... ah yah... i wanna thank ayu for finally blanja-ing me movie...

see... the previous post reli help kan...

went to watch CELLO at suntec...

scary sia... suspense... but storyline mepek...

But suspense giler ar... but mepek... but suspense...

i watch most of the show with my hands covering my mouth..

in case i scream... paisey sia if i scream...

n yeah... the floorball IVP list is out...

Im selected.. n i get jersey no 13... yeeheehaahoohuuhii...

n we had frenly against meridien JC... we beat dem 9-3...

they're a new team... dey played quite well according to their standards...

n i gt myself 2 goals...

i scored the last 2 goals of the game to be exact...

yeahness...

scoring was too tempting dat i decided to play as a forward in the last period..

p.s. started off as defender... hehe..

later lesson starts at 10am n end at 12pm... den i go home...

pathetic tymtable...

4 ur info... i achieved sumting today..

i cooked my own pratas.....

quick... congratulate me...

"thank you thank you"

1 plain n 1 cheese...

the cheese 1 hangus sikit ar...

boo... boo... boo hafiz....

dis is wat happens wen u don do kitchen...

in tyms lyk dis.... trouble looms...

aniways... my mom has been discharged...

she's in stable condition n is home now...

yeay...

but she's still carrying dis bottle which has a tube connected to it n her breasts...

n it kinda suck the "wateva ting"(which seem lyk blood) out n drips into the bottle...

the bottle is half full now...

i hate blood... eeeeeeeeee....

owaaaaaaaaaaaaaa *yawning*

im sleepy liao...

nytes...

12:40am

2005-11-07T10:24:00.000-08:00

song playing : this broken heart- something corporate

3 hrs brk.... frm 10-1... ARGGGGHHHH...

so darn freaking pathetic...

NGEE ANN BODO...............!!!!!!!!!

my mom will be warded in hospital at 4pm today...

den OP tmr...

BISMILLAH.... hope she'll b fine...

k nk tido...

toodles...

10:24am

2005-11-05T02:04:00.000-08:00

song playing : kau auraku- Ada Band

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE...

din realise dat i din update for 1 week sey...

klah...

i wanna wish all my muslim fans a selamat hari raya...

don 4get to mintak maaf wen u see me k... nyahaha...

the past week... got lotsa tings happen...

but malas la nk cita2...

too long sey...

pandai2la catchup eh... nyahaha...

n yeah..

i watched LEGEND OF ZORRO liao...

gerek man... nyahaha...

8.5/10...

i watch at budget cinema sum more...

"empress" at clementi with dat fussy gerl, oso known as diena....

nyahaha...

nxt up on my movie list...

Sky high... don tink twice bout treating me la eh...

people lyk shairy, rafiz, ayu, diena... u all noe how much i welcome free stuff...

n ayu still owe me movie... BUBBLE.... nyahaha...

n yeah... i watched DOOM leady oso...

gerek dok...

8/10 for dat 1...

go go go watch... nyahaha...

tmr my family not goin out... anybody wanna ask me out pls do so...

nyahaha...

kla kla...

malas leady...

toodly-doo...

2:03 am

2005-10-28T00:46:00.000-07:00

song playing: muscle museum- muse

today sums up a very tiring day...

training was....... kinda sucky...

din get to play 2 side...

but we onie hav ourselves to blame...

we pissed her off...

we were punished twice...

had to run 5 rounds during training...

n lots of push-ups...

my arms are aching rite now...

n yah... my tymtable sux...

mon: 9-10 TP.. 10-1 brk.. 1-5 PDP2..

tues: 9-12 MPI.. 12-1 brk.. 1-2 TP..

wed: no school.. yeay..

thurs: 10-12 TP.. (pathetic)

fri: 8-11 TP n MPI.. 11-1 brk.. 1-3 MPI..

im goin geylang again tmr...

argggghhh... ppl... stop dragging me to geylang..

enjoy the song.. YOU by THE AFTERS...

My heart is as frail as a dove

And my spirit is as weak as a rose

See my sorrow,

feel my pain

You're my refuge,

You're my reason,

My strength in this beautiful place

That's where I find God

You're in my heart,

You're in my soul

You are my heaven,

You're my home

You're my best friend,

You're my true love

You are my treasure,

You're my God

I watch as the mountains fall down

And the rivers part at Your feet

Your creation sings Your praise

Even winds obey and angels bow down

At Your beautiful voice

That's where I find God

You're in my heart,

You're in my soul

You are my heaven,

You're my home

You're my best friend,

You're my true love

You are my treasure,

You're my hope

You are my peace,

You are my joy

You are my Savior,

You're my God

12:46 am

2005-10-25T12:51:00.000-07:00

song playing: scars(tear my heart open) - papa roach

i miss blogging... nyahaha...'

was i missed? i bet i was.. nyahaha..

recap... fri.. wat happen?

oh yar.. went to geylang 4 the 3rd tym..

wif hilmi aidah ayu farhan yazid sue najib amilin n fariza...

buka-ed der but late...

haig rd was packed as usual...

after buka went round n round...

im so sick of geylang leady..

but dis fri have to go again... seri forced me.. haiyoh..

saw lots of peeps i noe...

n got dis gerl saw me but tk call out..

terok sey farah...

da jln aru sms... weak ar u...

n my hair really funny meh...

nvm... i juz cut it ytd..

da hensem...

nyahaha... prasan sey hafiz...

after dat go esplanade chill2...

sat n sun basically chilled with my fwens in jrg...

was fun after not lepak-ing wif dem for so long..

mon i went for tuition...

yeay.. my lil gerl improve...

31/78 for eng...

soon u will pass... yeayness...

today... will be goin for training later...

wat food shall i bring for buka...

or mayb buy at bazaar...

kebab? nasi ayam? any ideas...

i tink i shld go n tink now...

toodles..

p.s. i wld lyk to take dis opportunity to thank

sue for writing one whole entry on me... im so honoured...

nyahaha...

12:51 PM

2005-10-21T00:21:00.000-07:00

song playing: bizarre love triangle - frente

im so stuck to the song above....

heard it from farah's blog n the ad of tiramisu..

n fell in love with it strait away...

dats how easily i fall i love with songs.. haha...

din go to sch 2day...

study break for tmr exams...

but i din study...

was woken up at 9am by diena's call..

too sleepy to talk n we chatted ltr at 11am..

n since we were both bored...

decided to catch a movie...

went to bedok 1st....

but den der the show a bit late...

i had to be in sch by 6 for training u see..

so went to watch FLIGHT PLAN at bugis...

very gd show.... gd n unexpected storyline...

8/10 for dat 1...

nxt on my list.. deuce bigalow..

any1 wanna treat me...

u're oways welcomed... hehe...

n yeah... we did sumting we shldn't have done... hehe...

oi... don tink dirty la u ppl..

its noting of dat sort...

go figure.... haha

so after the movie went for training lor....

n i pulled my right thigh muscle...

n it hurts rite now...

n tmr will ne goin geylang again...

3rd tym in 3 weeks..

i don lyk geylang but i still go...

haiyoh...

n yeah... im so in need of a job...

so if u ppl gt lobang tell me k...

tenkiu...

wanna study for exam liao...

toodles...

2005-10-18T00:08:00.000-07:00

song playing: boys to men- a song for mama

problems after problems

blow after blow...

and now...

my family have been struck by another blow...

now my mom is diagnosed with breast cancer...

the later part of stage 2...

she's not ready for it..

neither am i...

wat if anything happens to her...

im not ready to lose her...

im still dependent on her...

n 7 nov wld be her operation...

followed by her radiotheraphy

n den chemotherapy...

all dis treatments cos great pain...

n can she take all dat wen she's so scared of a small injection...

oh god... she gotta be strong...

hope u pray with me for her...

bye...

2005-10-15T00:49:00.000-07:00

song playing: the ataris- your boyfriend sucks

im updating... nyahaha....

1st of all wanna wish HILMI a HAPPY bDAY..

sorry cos cant go makan wif u all to celebr8...

cos got sumting on ar..

errmmmm.... went to buka at toapayoh juz now...

wif rafiz shairy, suzy, zurin, diena n their fren kathy...

i ate mee pok... si rafiz ar ni...

tk abes2 mee pok.. boring...

after buka, dunno wer to go..

so we took sumtin deciding...

n finall... settled on geylang...

i've been to geylang twice oready in the fasting mth now...

haiyoh... but nvm... once a year mah...

sum more dis one last yr... so yah...

juz njoy....

n i guess i njoy jln2 at geylang...

seeing all the mats n minahs dress up...

observing their merepek-ness...

the mats walk lyk onie dey have arms...

minahs talk as if onie dey hav mouth...

n dey both dresss up as if its a hollywood fashion show...

bodo-ness..

on 2nd thought.. tings din reli go the way i wanted...

din talk to her dat much... dunno y..

mayb it was me.. or her.. or both,, or none.. or im juz crapping now...

and oh... am so in love with muse now.....

especially "unintended"..

wen i 1st saw their sing for absolution vid...

i tot dey were juz another stupid band...

but wen i hear the rest of their songs..

i realise dey play gd music....

so now... i dcide to pay tribute to dem..

im gonna put muse song in my blog..

n change songs every 5 days...

let u listen n appreciate muse...

im hoping dat she notices me

cos she could juz be my unintended..

2005-10-12T17:53:00.000-07:00

song playing: Death cab for cutie-forbidden love

Im not fasting today... AGAIN...

i missed 2 days of puasa..

come on hafiz... nk jadik hantu eh.. haha..

nvm... i'll pay back wen i can...

n wen wld dat be... i dunno..

onie HE noes.... AMIN...

and YEAH... i passed my common test..

i gt 83... it reli feels gd to get an A...

S-A-T-I-S-F-A-C-T-I-O-N....

Shairy din get an A n so he has to take another paper...

cos we can onie get A for dis repeated module...

ksian him ar... pada muka... wahaha...

got tutoring later at 8...

SIAN-ness.....

im onie supposed to teach eng n mths onie..

i end up teaching malay n art oso...

ginilah melayu..........

I tink i've fallen for her...

but does she even notice me...

well onie god noes...

toodles

2005-10-11T01:01:00.000-07:00

song playing- lost prophet's a thousand apologies

ACDA common test tmr....

sucky...

oh yesh... 4 ur info... im taking summer sch for ACDA rite now..

i failed 3 n pass 1 in my recent exams...

kinda xpected la...

so wasnt surprised at all at the results...

dats how confident i was in failing..

yeayness... haha...

aniways watched the 40 yr old virgin with shairy..

darn funny show... M18... yeay..

finally i watched an M-18 show...

imagine.. wen buying the tickets...

the counter asked shairy " are u sure u're 18"

i was bursting into laughter at that ever so xpected question..

he was taking out his IC wen the lady said...

"its ok, i trust u"

all dat was bcos of me bursting into laughter i guess....

those of u who are young adults lyk me shld reli watch the show man...

it reli kick ass... nyahaha...

y is everyone so moody today...

y be emo..

y tink of sum1 who left u...

wen he/she is enjoying wif sum1 else..

y brood over the past wen the other party is enjoying his/her present n future...

y wait for sum1 dats gone wen ders another waiting right in front of u...

dats how i used to be....

but im fine now...

I QUIT EMO...

so everyone...

be part of my "QUIT EMO" campaign n join me aite...

to register... juz tag n say, "QUIT EMO"...

thanx 4 all ur support...

toodles...

2005-10-09T01:25:00.000-07:00

song playing- muse's apocalypse pls

im back.. sorry 4 the hiatus ppl...

bn bz lately... wif summer sch n tutoring n ivp training...

aniways.. juz came back...

went out wif a fren...

shairy n rafiz noes who she is... shhhhhh guys... haha...

met her at 4 at city hall...

den we go the national libry..

she wanted to study..

in the end did not n went to geylang instead..

after much discussion n argument... haha

buka-ed der...

den go jln2 at the bazaar...

got dendengz... yummy...

after dat went to boat quay...

were supposed to go esplanade...

fussy-wuzzy...

sat at coffee bean...

very funny how the atmosphere suddenly change...

suddenly so emo-ish..

lucky a while onie...

cos ive quit emo...

i jz wanna njoy life...

woohoooo....

den walk past esplanade for a while...

got gig... n its gd...

arrrggghhh... i so wanted to watch the gig...

but giv in la... im a gentleman...

nyahaha...

den after den went home....

reach hm ard 12am... tired sia..

out whole day...

cos morning had a florball match against TP..

drew 3-3..

i scored 2.. yeay...

ok la... update nxt tym..

wanna watch gila gila pengantin popular whch i bought juz now...

toodles...

2005-09-30T12:36:00.000-07:00

song playing- kanye west's golddigger

hey peeps... i'll b goin for my floorball training camp in 4 hours tym..

will be back on sun...

u all will b greatly missed...

miss me too aite...

muaacckkzzz..

toodly-doo...

2005-09-27T01:49:00.000-07:00

song playing-taking back sunday's cute without the E (acoustic)

woke up ard 11am to haziq's cry...
his mom was trying to take out the plastic wrapping his newly 'sunat' dick...
omost 1 week leady...
i consoled him n finally.. it came off..
im such a gd uncle.. waklakla...

went out ard 2.15 pm...
to meet shairy, rafiz, khien, hilmi n aidah to go to queensway...
met at clementi 1st...
khien wanna buy shoe...
n i juz wanna buy anytin nice...
n so... khien bought the nike legend indoor shoes...
n i bought 2 shirts which cost 50 bux..
money well spent..
here... take a peek...

i love striped shirts... yeay-ness

after dinner wif dem... went for tutoring..
n i had to do art oso...
i was lyk... hello... im supposed to teach eng n maths...
but im tching all... including art n malay...
wahlow...
p.s. hilmi n aidah were fasting...
Ripley's believe it or not..
up to u to dcide..
waklakla...

2005-09-24T14:10:00.000-07:00

song playing- simple plan's crazy

hey.. was woken up damn early today...

mom woke me up at 11am...

to go buy paint... for hari raya...

i was tinking juz now...

how come im emo-tic lately..

lyk y should i feel dat way...

im supposed to b happy-go-lucky...

am i feeling the effects of lonelyness..

but im not lonely... i hav frens....

rafiz, shairy, hilmi, zul, fir, khien, aidah, ayu...

dey are oways der to hangout wif me..

or is dis the effect of being single?...

it couldnt be rite.....

i shld b having noting to worry about wen im single...

but emotional is a feeling...

urgggghhhh... wth am im toking bout...

but sumtyms, i do tink i need sum1...

sum1 special... more special den a fren..

i need love... oh god... i sound desperate... yucks...

but im neva desperate...

n im scared n tired of falling in love...

i get nothing...

i keep on loving sum1 who neva notices me...

or end up wif sum1 who tinks dey love me...

but end up breaking my heart...

for reasons which i neva thought of as logical...

but hey... love is neva logic.. so let dem be...

the ones who left me are all happy wif their loved ones right now...

so juz wish all the best for them... no grudges...

n i read hilmi's blog...

he plucked out sumtin from a song i tink....

n it sounds __________ ( fill it in urself)

n here it goes

[love is just another word for pain...

it's a broken record repeating the same thing..

when you want it its not there...

when you have it you dont care....

when i lose it in the end..

the heartbreak, the heartache is more then i wanted..

we gave up, we made up

its not like you cared

deception, depression is all that i've got

am i losing what's there

and ive made up my mind

i'd be better of alone

love is just a waste of time

and all the lonely nights

and all the crushing scenes

and all the pointless fights

someone tell me what it means

someone tell me why hearts break

cos sometimes i think this thing called love is another word for pain

and im giving up on happy endings

the one's that are only in movies

where the guy gets the girl and everybody's happy

i think that's the way it should be

the heartbreak, the heartache is more than i wanted

we gave up, we made up

its not like you cared

deception, depression is all that i've got]

decide for urself whether its true to you anot...

as for me... i need to prove dat its wrong...

im wondering
im pondering
will u eva be mine
wateva i do
cant make myself not to tink of u
werever i go
look forward to bumping into u
in my heart
ders onie u
but u....
have neva noticed me
im worthless, n i noe
u're priceless, n i will oways keep dat in mind

2005-09-24T01:50:00.000-07:00

song playing- alkaline trio's radio

PICS galore....

mat tingkap

tinking

see no evil... hear no evil... say no evil...

step fierce... 1st tym shairy din laugh... proud of him.. haha

der are more pics...

but im juz plain lazy.. so yeah..

2005-09-23T23:58:00.000-07:00

song playing- muse's hysteria

hey hey.... OK im updating now k...

so u peeps can stop missing me... yeay..

i'll start wif Sunday...

erm... in the evening.. yeah...

went to see the merahans vs ite match...

finals of the floorball div 2 league...

we took bus to tampines...

the game faces off at 8 n we were der by 7...

P-A-S-S-I-O-N..... gagagagagaga...

the game was a totally fantastic n xciting game...

I simply love it...

not forgettin shairy, rafiz, khien, hilmi n aidah bedah...

In the end, the score was 5-5 n ite won on penalties...

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mon... i totally slacked at home the whole day...

after so many late nights out...

______________________________________________________________

tues.... erm... yeah...

met rafiz n shairy at j.e to go to IMM to send my shoe for repair which cost

a bombastic 20 bux...

n while waiting 4 my shoe... we had lunch...

sumting called... black pepper beef rice...

the beef part was awesome.. wen it comes to the rice...

the amount was lyk for a 3 yr olds meal...

so the very little... Piang-ness..

after lunch... we went ard imm..

waiting 4 my shoe.. we njoyed observing ppl...

haha...

after collecting my shoe...

head over to sch to accompany shairy buy his lenses...

after dat we went to libry to watch movie while waiting for 4pm to head to dover mrt...

for the UWC game which we drew 4-4...

n i scored a goal... yeayness...

after match.. went to west coast to eat..

had a filling dinner... mee goreng, rojak mama n char kuay..

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wed was another day which i slacked...

b4 tutoring at night...

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Thurs went to rafiz house ard 1pm..

to dye my hair...

will show the resultss later... haha...

den ard 2.30 pm shairy reach rafiz house...

he failed his TP... nvm...

pelan2 kayuh ar beb...

n the movie marathon....

longest yard, tum- yum- goong( really cool, lyk ong bak, same actor oso) n sum more...

ard 5pm head for sch for the match against YJC...

n we won 8-3...

i scored again...

im happy...

i scored 2 goals in 2 games...

considering dat i was onie recently called up for IVP..

but ders still lots 2 improve on...

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fri, today.... went a number of places...

can say it was rafiz day...

had 2 wait for him...

had an appointment wif sum insurance agent...

me n shairy waited 2 hrs 4 him...

den brought him to EVO to cut hair...

another 1/2 hr...

den go my house cos he wanted to bath..

n dey played wif haziq who juz sunat...

den proceed to jp... n go libry cos i wanted to slp..

instead, we bcame cam-whores..

or better, cam-gigolos... haha.. will post the pics in the nxt entry...

adiyoz...

2005-09-18T12:56:00.000-07:00

song playing- james blunt's you're beautiful

aiyoyo... i woke up damn early sia today...

9.30am woke up leady...

sian-ness...

n cant slp after dat..

so i watched lady boss again..

for the 2nd tym in 3 days... haha..

its juz so funny lar...

after finish watching ladyboss..

erm..

i had brkfast n den played game..

im feeling kinda sleepy now..

lucky i din werk kendarat today...

pity rafiz..

we reach home kinda late n he had to wake up early to work...

kesian-ness...

aniways...

i juz cant wait to go to tampines sports hall for the div 2 floorball finals...

genesis vs merahans...

how tight can it be man...

im supporting merahans today..

so i'll b wearing red.. haha..

meeting khien n shairy at wdlands at 6 n den tk bus to tampines..

bus concession mah.. haha..

aniways.. yesterday..

went to town wif khien n rafiz before meeting ayu der...

met rafiz n khien at bkt timah 1st n den tk 77 to orchard towers...

its orchard towers ar khien...

not thai embassy...

accompanied khien to register his team member for the band comp...

while we were at the bar..

ders dis band playing dis ska song...

its a nice song but dey din play it well so it sounds kinda sucky...

their sound check sure din werk well.. haha...

n imagine... if i wanna see khiens band on the 15th..

its 20 bux per tix... erm.. i wont pay dat much ar..

so too bad khien.. i wont come..

unless u pay 4 me.. haha..

after dat we went jln2 ard town b4 meeting ayu at lucky plaza for dinner...

den we played dis game...

me n khien..

scissors paper stone..

loser eat asam..

sumtin which i don eat..

n guess wat.. i lost.. so i had to eat..

the sourness omost make me tear...

dats how bad it is to me...

after spending lyk 1hr odd der, we went to esplanade...

i was hoping to catch a gig..

but since its lantern festival..

they invited a chinese orchestra instead...

sucky..

n so we went far2 away frm the performance area n did our own stuff..

smoking n chatting..

by 9.30 i was getting sleepy n rafiz had stomah ache..

so the best ting to do was head 4 home..

n so we did at 10+..

n i rch home ard 11.45...

but i din go to slp dough..

went online as usual b4 slpin at 2.30 n wake up at 9.30..

7 hrs of slp onie...

piang.... erm..

i tink i wanna get back dat lost slp...

so... gd afternoon...

im taking a nap..

lollipop dreems to me... toodles..

the declaration of a happy man... or boy... or wateva

2005-09-16T01:01:00.000-07:00

song playing- the click five's pop princess

A happy man is a crazy man... haha...

im so happy.. happy.. happy.. trigger happy...

exams are finally over... YEAYNESS...

1 whole week of exams... 4 papers... finally ended...

WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO

frankly speaking.....

i noe i din do well...

im so damn sure dat i'll b repeating all the 4 modules..

n i onie have myself to blame...

but not now... now.. all i wanna do is njoy n b happy..

i'll feel fucked up onie wen the new semester starts

n im studying the same stupid modules again..

SIAN-NESS

but still im happy... haha...

oh yeah.. ders a reason for double happiness...

ive been invited to go for the training camp...

a wish come true...

but im still under pending...

so i have to work hard to make sure

dat im selected for the final IVP squad...

so peeps.... do pray 4 me dat i make it k....

yeay... haha... im still so so happy....

n im having tutoring later dis evening...

i nd to come up wif new ways of teaching her la....

she's juz a bit too slow...

but im happy ders a small improvement after every session...

WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO.....

Lets all hope the gerl wld pas her exams...

n i succeed in accomplishing my assignment....

yeay....................................................................

2005-09-11T03:30:00.000-07:00

song playing- all american rejects' dirty little secret

hey hey hey...

erm... its 3 am.. n im updating...
i juz cant make myself study uh... y y y...
y hafiz...
i received an email from a tchr dat onie thought me for 1 week...
wat she said was
" u failed ur mpi common test.. im very concerned 4 u for the xam..
we r hlding consultation session today,
tmr and on 13 sept, a day b4 the xam...
since u werent here dis morning(6 sept).. i hope to see u tmr..."
wah... she took the trouble to send me mail sia...
im so worth it meh... i noe i am... haha...

Ive been goin out alot in the recent days of my life...
n ive realised sumtin...
SInglehood is really boring...
i really do envy couples wen i see dem outside...
ever so mesra... well i onie adore the loving ones..
not the couples quarelling on the streets.. fuck dem.. haha..
treasure ur partner la people...
don fite2... once dey gone.. den u regret....
u noe.. der are 2 types of love scenes...
1 is wer the guy is so faithful, but the gerl is such a bastard n left him for sum1 else...
n the other scene, vice versa...
ive been wondering..
y don put it dis way..
let the faithful ones b 2gether... n the bastard ones b 2geda...
its better dis way rite....
the faithful ones goes on loving each other everyday..
n the bastard ones bastards each other everyday...
wont the world be a better place to indulge in love dat way...
Sian-ness

i tink ive fallen for her

aniways today... woke up early morning...
had a soccer match, played 4 my frens team...
in which we lost 6-2 to a really gd team..
but nvm... not my team aniways... haha...
after dat, went home strait to slp...
den at 3pm..
left for jrg east to meet other floorballers from Squirels n squirrettes...
headed towards ayer rajah cc..
wer we played to showcase our talent..
all dis to get sponshorship for the league from the CC....
yeay-ness...
den after dat... went to imm...
ayu was looking for a prezzie for her frenss bday...
i psychoed her n khien into sponsoring us snacks cos we plan to lepak after dat...
oh yeah.. 'us' is rafiz, khien, nani, ayu n me...
but nani din lepak wif us cos she left wif sum1 else after dat...
n ard 11.30 pm we seperated....
so dat was yesterday... n today(its after midnight leady la)...
i plan on mugging 1 whole day for TP exam...

n yeah...
today my hp damn tk laku sia... no one sms sia...
n so on the way hm..
i sms siti to teman me sms cos bored sia alone2... haha

wei farah... u din miss me izzit..
2 days sia din sms me...
terok sia u... im so gonna make u say sori for not missing me
wahaha... ok bleargh u...

shit... my eyes are shutting down... click start, click shut down... gone..

ive really really fallen for her..
who is her?
dats my dirty little secret..

2005-09-08T16:37:00.000-07:00

Song playing- hidden in plain views' bleed for you

Its Thursday…..!!! Argggggh….
Im so so so dead….
My maths paper tmr n im so so so not prepared…
I don wanna fail… eeeeeehhhhhhh…
but on 2nd tot…
its impossible for me to fail my maths after doin well for my common test n CCT…
so, yeay…..
xams starts tmr n ends on the 15th of sept…
after dat.. its all play… or work rather..
im so looking for a job which fits into my schedule with floorball n stuff…
im neva gonna giv up floorball 4 anytin…
floorball rox… rite guys….
N gerlss…. Haha…

Oh well… its been 3 days since I last updated…
so here goes…. Mon mon mon Monday....
my sis woke me up early… damn her…
to accompany her n haziq to KK hospital for haziq’s check up…
kinda boring waiting for dem…
so I decided to listen to mua mp3 n observe ppl…
wat else can I do…
n I saw dis really really super uber duper cute baby girl…
I swear she’ll grow up into a hot chick…
with her eyebrows n eyes…
every man will drool… but too bad…
wen she grow up… I’ll b lyk old enuf to b her uncle…
so… best of luck to baby gerl in the future…
hahaha…
after the checkup…
haziq registered for circumsization(sunat)…
yeay…
so fast ar…
dis 28 sept…
his cuckoo will b a bit shorter… haha…
but they will make him faint in the operation ar..
sux man…
cannot make him feel the pain I felt… haha….
But anieways…
all the best to my beloved nephew….
Den after dat…
my sis treat me movie….
Yeay-ness.
Guess wat movie…
nah… not dat…
its SHARK BOY and LAVA GIRL..
yahoo-ness…
haziq wanted so much to watch dat…
so I watch along…
3d movie… cool man….
I want LAVA GIRL as my girl fren…
sum1 pls sent me to planet drool..
pls pls pls… haha….
Aniways.. after dat..
I rushed home to get some slp…
n after dat.. I went for tutoring frm 8-9.30…
my 1st eva tutoring assignment….
I am tutoring wif rafiz…
each of us teaching 1 student in the same home on the same table at the same tym….
Cool huh… hahax…

Dat was mon….
over to tues…
wasn notin much xcept dat I went out wif weimon…
been a while since we hangout..
n wed…
I went to sch to study wif shairy n den went for tutoring again…
so dats all 4 now…
short review for the last 2 days as im running out of tym cos need to continue mugging…
thanx for spending ur tym reading…
toodly-doo

2005-09-06T02:10:00.000-07:00

song playing- amber pacifics' good times

guess who's back...
back again... hehe...
im back...
no more 1 week hiatus..
i pomise..
i feel guilty making u guys miss me...
wen i say guys, i means gerls too...
hehe..

i update u peeps abit k...
hmm... on sat... wer did i go... any1 noe?..
oh yesh... i werked... as kendarat for the 1st tym eva....
was a gd xperience esp wif the braders alongside me..
hehehe..
the thingy was held at j.e st 13...
met a lot of ppl i noe while werking
dey were guests n sum relatives of the bride...
ppl i met were.. cik sani(former S.A.N.A coach),
Swandi(former tanjong pagar coach), fadli(former S.A.N.A teammate)
n dis guy who i cant remember but was my team mate at balestier khalsa...
n yes... i saw hetty sarlene..
so the very pretty... cair man... haha
those were the highlights...
lowlights.. if ders such a word..
werk was 12-9... tiring sia standing..
but after all dat... got 40 bux..
so... yeah... haha...

den on sun...
went to the fcsq match against cornvix at ntu...
dey won 4-3... wel done guys...
after dat went to adam rd to ate...
i ate my fill man... mutton chop n you char kuey....
n stealing khiens indian rojak n rafizs bbq ikan pari...
hehe...
after dat went to esplanade...
to lepak2... n played stupid drawing games..
n not 4ghettin word games... haha...
we had fun rite guys...
guys nyte out...
more of dat pls... hehe

p.s. the guys were rafiz, hilmi, khien n me.

sleepy leady//// nytes... miss me aite...

2005-09-02T00:59:00.000-07:00

song playing- amber pacifics' the last time

1st n foremost... apologies to my loyal readers 4 the 1 week hiatus... haven had the tyme n mood to update.. im feeling so damn farken up with life... i cant remember wat i did the days before... xcept for on wed when i went out wif ayu, rafiz n julz... dats the latest event... bsides me n rafiz going for a job interview with rafiz juz now..

im oways wonderin... why cant life juz b a bliss... why cant tings go the way we want... or perhaps the way i want... y do i have to lead a troubled life... everyday.. everynite.. every hour.. every min... every sec... every split sec... life sux...

2005-08-26T01:49:00.000-07:00

song playing- amber pacifics' if i fall

This is for the ones who believe their lives won't change....
Hoping that someday things will mend and be the same...
This is for the ones who have lost it all when all that's left to gain...
Is a simple reminder that the things that were blind to slip away...
How can I say...
Say I'll be okay...
And if I fall through these days that go by without cause...
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own...
And if I fall through these nights...
I can't seem to go on...
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on...
Now that the lines been broken...
I'm too afraid to just look back...
The pages have left an empty space...
You were all I had...
Why does it have to be this way...
These things they'll never change....
Still I'm left with knowing, content and happy, this is all I need......
And if I fall through these days that go by without cause...
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own....
And if I fall through these nights...
I can't seem to go on...
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on
And if I fall through these days that go by without cause...
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own...
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on...
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on...

2005-08-24T23:14:00.000-07:00

song playing- amber pacifics' thoughts before me

bored-ness

leceh-ness

sucky-ness

sian-ness

bodo-ness

lonely-ness

this words describe me n my life best...

u may always see me with a smile on my face...

but seriusly...

dats not how i feel inside...

inside.. its impossible to describe...

why should i take ur hand

when u cant promise happy ending

2005-08-22T12:30:00.000-07:00

song playing- a7xs' reminissions

woohoohoohoohoo.... happy-ness... finally... the most awaited victory came... yeay-ness... We beat SLAY-K 6-1... It was neither a happy start nor a happy ending to the match... i was geared up 4 the match... it was clear dat some parties were worried bout me losing my cool n temper in the game... cos we playing against the roughest floorball team in SPORE... its true... n the last tym we met... i omost got engaged in a fight... dem being worried means dey care... thanx... still remember wat dey said... Sue said "hafiz... dis is slay-k... juz watch ur attitude k"... N yazid said" Get in der n give dem hell"... yeah... somehow... im glad to hear dat... dey care n have faith in me... thanx every1... during warmup... nanda talked to the team... i do tink he's doin a gd job as captain... keep it up captain... woohoohoo... b4 the match... during the tactic and gameplay talk... jason named 4 person who wld b sitting out 4 the 1st 2 periods n i was 1 of dem... truely speaking.. i wasnt happy wif the decision... lyk how am i supposed 2 giv dem hell in 1 period... but i decided to keep quiet... well im recovering frm bad attitude... so yah... u noe i noe... wahaha.... n wen the game started... we got a quick goal... and we held onto the lead till the end of the 1st period... but sadly... dey scored 5 mins into the 2nd period... n we were under pressure for the next 5 mins or so... i felt lyk walking up to jason n sk him to put me in... but of cos i dint... attitude remember... haha... but soon jason knew wat need to be done.. n he called 4 me... my heart was beating man.... all i wanna do is get in der n help the team... n so... jason put me in... n guessed wat.. we scored... n by the end of the period, we were 3-1 up.. woohoohoo... 3rd period.... my aim is to get myself a goal... in order to get a movie treat... n guess wat... i scored... woohoo... the 5th goal... of the game... n my 5th of the league... achieved my target... well done hafiz... woohoohoo... next week... the 7th n last game of the league... i wanna score... i wanna be Squirrels point leader... now i tied wif 5 points wif nanda.... damn u... wahaha... n so we won.. 6-1... but sometin bad happened... 1 of the slay-k player was unhappy wif khien... n he slapped khien... khien, u did the right thing in juz staying still... retaliation wld result in even worse scenarios... n if anyting worse happened to u... it wld surely involve me cos i wont let anyting worse happen to my team mates... n bsides... khien scored a goal... so well done.. well done team.... woohooo...

after all dat... i rushed home man... to catch the arsenal match... reached h in tym 4 the 2nd half... but sux lar... arsenal lost 1-0... stupid drogba scored a lucky goal... see 4 urself n u'll noe wat lucky means... n as 4 now... im at the libry... wanna take a short nap... toodly doo...

p.s. enjoy the song peeps... amber pacifics' if i fall.... repeat mode for me pls... bye

2005-08-20T22:19:00.000-07:00

song playing- amber pacifics' save me from me

wellow... haish.. im at home rite now... sian uh... watching the Man U vs villa game... half tym now... still 0-0... villa.. score lei... i don want man u to win la.. arsenal all the way.... n toking bout arsenal.. tomorrow arsenal vs chelsea... at 11pm... n im damn sure i'll miss the 1st half... my league game ends at 10pm 2morrow... n its at hougang... imposible 4 me to reach hm by 11... even by taxi.. sucky-ness...

i haven blogged 4 3 days ar... abit lazy ar but i do miss blogging.. realy... hmm... let me see... wednesday... wat did i do?... oh yeah... went to sch frm 1-3 onie.. wahaha... den met shairy n follow him go creative tech to replace his spolied zen micro... while waiting... got dis 1 pakcik melayu suddenly tok to us... "beb... kita tunggu sini lama2 wat ape ar... diorang suap ape ar dpt masok cpat... mcm sial... mcm nk jumpe doctor sak..." den in the waiting room... he sat bside me... n tok again.. "aku tgk yg rosak smue mp3 je.. tk guna... damn lousy..." den coming the funny part... i was having eye infection since tues... i cant wear my contacts n my eyes cant even open wide... so reddish summore... den he said " kau mata steam je.... laen mcm jek"... come on pakcik... die yg mcm tk btl nk ckp org... haish... da tua kutuk... buang tebiat... k im toking to myself.... 4get dat....

on thurs... had floorball.. yeayness... played a match against the gerls... gd game... action packed... DAMN..... NISTELROOY JUZ SCORED.. SUX.. back to thurs... i scored... frm a penalty... but it was noting much... credit to the keepers... amalina n darwina.... dey did their best.. after dat... had a bonding session at mac at KAP... quite ok2... ive known omost every1 xcept the yr 1 gerls... yah... dats the story...

fri... went to sch onie frm 10.30 - 12... haha... skip skip skip.. den went home... sian sia at home on dat day... den shairy call... asked to meet him n rafiz 4 supper... n so we arrivead at causeway pt at 9... had our supper... shairy treat me... macih... haha... den we lepak2 under the mrt track... sumtin which ive not done 4 sumtym... den we saw 2 girls in cheerleading unniforms... n shairy suddenly sang "U-G-L-Y.. u aint got no aliby.. ure ugly... ure ugly..." and i blasted into laughter.. n we sang togeda.. haha... rafiz din tk part cos he was on the fone wif julz... after the sing-a-long... we parted... n i reach home at 11.45... den tros pengsan... wahaha...

n today... i rot at home all day... yeay-ness +++ bodo-ness... k dats all... long2 entry dis 1... bubbye...

2005-08-17T20:16:00.000-07:00

song playing- eminems' mockingbird

Look at him....

He's now in hospital...

Pls pray with me that everything turns out fine 4 him...

thanx my fwens

hush lil baby dont u cry
everythings gonna be allrite

2005-08-15T12:00:00.000-07:00

song playing- a7xs' unholy confessions

bored.. im so damn farken bored...
at the libry right now...
the stupid low fook kee din come...
and so the TP lab had to be postponed...
meaning...
have to do makeup...
sux lar..
aiyoh...
low...
y must u not come...
i prefer if tan ai leng the nagging motha fucka was absent instead.....
wei farah...
faster finish ur class and teman me lei...
slow poke lar u... haha...
aniways...
sat was the match against termites rite...
we lost lar...
5-2...
leaves me wondering....
juz wer did we go wrong...
how well we play...
we juz cant seem to stop conceeding...
n start scoring...
sucky-ness...
n now ders lyk so much politics within the team...
i dunno wats gonna happen now...
captain Nanda...
pls say sumtin...
or better, do sumtin...
dis need to be stopped..
we juz need the team cohesion...
if relationship within the team itself so bad...
how we gonna win....
haish....
and nxt week is the game against slay-k...
dey are lyk the worst team in the league...
and i f we cant beat dem...
i dunno wer to hide my face...
we played against dem b4..
i scored against dem b4...
n if dis sun we don win...
it juz reflects how bad we really are...
as a team...
as a unit....

i dont tink i'll be having lunch later...
even dough im kinda hungry...
i feel lyk berak-ing uh...
GROSS... haha...
i tink i'll juz stay at the libry and control my shit...
and if i cant...
juz hav to let it go....
haha....
here's a pic of a baby...
try to guess...
izzit a gerl or a boy...

happy guessing peeps....

tooddly doo

2005-08-13T02:17:00.000-07:00

song playing-2Ds' puteri

see the song dats playing... im stuck to dat song... on repeat mode on mua mp3... yeayness... lyk so nice and so the jiwanng... kau puteriku... kau menghias ruang istanaku... k stop... hehe...

anyways.... just got back... damn farken tired man... started sch at 10 today... 1st lesson was nagging lesson as usual for me... since the start of the semester man... BODO-ness... n sch ends at 3... but i had retest at 5.30-7... but i finished at 6.20... i tink i'll either pass it by luck or worse, fail it... after the test... went to town wif shairy, rafiz, mimik, aidah and zul... reached der ard 8 la... den jalan2 den by 10.30 cabot liao.. i reach hm at 12 on the dot... see anak mak... alik cpat... haha..

and so here i am blogging... 2 am now..13 august.... got match... floorball match later on at 6pm at hougang... the 5th game of the league...really need to win dis game..... wish us luck k peeps...

looking for my puteri
____________________________________________________________________

ok farah... dis column goes to you.... bad girl... so long neva sms me... den suddenly on thurs sms me n make me spend 1 whole day sms-ing n chattin wif u... n fri oso... n now oso... wahlow... but nvm... its a pleasure.... listening to ur whinings... n u listening to mine.. whine whine here.. whine whine there... whine whine everywer.... haha.... whine bout guy onie u... dis guy la.. dat guy la... how i wish one day... u whine lyk the dialog below...
farah: hey you... i got a poblem...
hafiz: n wats dat?
farah: damn... the poblem is i tink u r cute...
hafiz: hey... dats no poblem.. dats a blessing.. wahaha...
end of dialog...
k peeps... im juz being lame... but pls do laugh.... wahahahahaha...
And girl.... wers my movie treat... wahlow...
eh... u juz sms me saying u going to slp... bad sia... u say want to jiwang together... den leave me jiwang-ing alone... nvm... got pegi got balik.... hehehe.... ok la.... enuf liao... later peeps get tired reading bout u... leave the lyrics here aite... toodly doo....

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2005-08-09T20:50:00.000-07:00

song playing- shades aparts' stranger by the day

Fireworks.. i love... 1st tym eva i saw fireworks dat close.... yeayness...... couldnt get closer we(me, rafiz, khien, ayu) came late... reached marina south ard 11.30 i tink.. lyk the whole place was oready so packed... well... wat do u xpect.. it was the countdown to national day.. here take a peep of wat i managed to catch on pic... most of it i caught on video...

After all dat... we went to laupasat to eat... dat was ard 2am... i ate fried boneless chicken noodle.. n we shared indian rojak... the rojak was spicy man.... i had stomach ache later in the morning... on yesh... 4got to tell u peeps sumtin... i was feeling abit sick wen i left home n ayu realised it too wen she said my voice was sengau... so i was abit blur dat day bcos of a bit sicky n my astigmatism getting worse.... blurred night vision... n 1 incident which describes it best was wen we were talking bout taik telinga( ear shit on direct translation)... rafiz was saying dat it tastes sour... n i barged in n said... "u sure... masam kan..."... den we burst in to laughters... noe y... cos sour n masam is the same meaning... u must b der 2 see how funny it was n how blur i was... hahahahahaha... after fillin our stomachs... we headed 4 esplanade to chill... cos we decided to go home on the 1st bus...

Chillin at esplanade was quite fun.. we chit chatted n played cards... yeah.. cards... donkey n snap to b exact... thanx to khien... i asked him to bring poker n he brought those instead... was my 1st tym playing donkey... hahax.. oh yeah.. one more incident to justify my blurness was wen we played heart attack with the snap cards... khien distributed the cards n each of us was supposed to have 5 each and i onie had 4... well dats wt i tot... i tot i had 4 wen i actually had 5 in hand.. n i kinda said loudly.. "hey.. how come i onie got 4..." and rafiz was quick to blame ayu for taking 6 cards... haha... den der was silence n the other 3 burst into laughter, again... i had 5 cards in hand... but seriusly, i onie saw 4... damn... my eyesight getting really worse... by 5.30... i was sleepy.. n so i took a 30min nap.. while khien had lyk a 1 hr + nap... funny how he made a statement at ard 5am saying "dis is the 1st tym i thon at esplanade n neva slp" wen 30 mins later he fell into a deep sleep... den at 7am we decided to set for home and i reached home at ard 8am... n i went to sleep after cleaning maself up n havin breakfast... woke up at 2pm n chilled at home the whole day n now here i am... ending this post....

for a moment,
i saw dat single star in the dark blue sky,
and i noe dat it was u...
but it faded in the midst of thick clouds
and i noe dat u were gone....

later dat morning..
i realised dat i saw a shooting star and i dint make a wish...
damnation

2005-08-07T23:09:00.000-07:00

song playing- pug jellys' ransom letter

im dead tired... todays game was quite a killer... disappointed man... 3 back to back losses... Salibandy wasnt much of a threat actually... juz dunno wat went wrong... we juz cant seem to stop conceeding.. no matter how well we defend, we still concede goals... sumtin must be done... sumtin really must be done... aniways.. i scored a goal... yeay... 1 more goal and i'll reach my target of 5 goals dis season... eh... im a defender ok... but thnx to the team officials for letting me play as forward in emergency situation n i managed to get the goals.. yeayness.... next game... will be the turning point... i pomise... i mean i pomise to do the best 4 the team n make sure we get our 1st win of the season.... i wanna finish in the top 4... really want dat spot.. losing really sux... n yah... im xtra happy today.... *winks* go figure...

im stuck on you

2005-08-06T00:12:00.000-07:00

song playing- matchbook romances' tiger lily...

yeayness... i love my mp3 playa... yeay yeay yeay....

oh yesh... 4got to tell u peeps dat i decided to add dis new part in my blog.. the song playing part.... not my genuine idea actually... copied nadx's.. hehe... see if i give u acknowledgements... so dont ask 4 royalty... hehehehe...

oh no... im sick... fever... torncilitis.. flu... all in one package... heard of multi taskin... dis is wat i call multi sickening... wateva... crapz... dis is wat i do wen im sick... can see my blurness today la... lyk juz now during break... on the way 2 zahari's ride... i had to pee... so i rush 4 the toilet... wait i introduce an equation 1st... cannot tahan to pee + sickness = blurness + stupidity... back to the story... and its lyk ders dis door... which had a large "NO ENTRY" sign on it... but i still tried to push it open tinking it was the toilet wen the toilet is rite in front of me... shairy was lyk laughing his heads off n i had trouble pee-ing due to so much laughter... LOL...

OH DAMN... my astigmatism is geting worse.. i wearing lenses now and its lyk so blurred... night tym sux 4 my eyes... so guess i hav to end it here... wish me a quick recovery aite peeps...

2005-08-05T00:01:00.000-07:00

song's playing-black eye peas' dont lie

Yeayness... Finally i got my mp3 player... thnx ayah... muaacckkkzzz.... its cool man... wats its called ar.. wait... hmm.. CREATIVE ZEN NANO PLUS... yeah... dats the model... take a look...

i wanted pink actually... but my sis had lots of comments on pink... so i decided on purple instead.. anyways purple look nicer... and so now im bz converting files so dat i can putmore songs into the 256 mb space.... about 120..... yeayness... toodly doo... bz converting ar..

2005-08-01T16:38:00.000-07:00

Guess wat.. im at home now... heehee... sch supposed to end at 5... but i guess todays my lazy day... who wont be lazy after a tiring match last nite... and so i onie went to class frm 9-12... n den... 12-2 lepak at libry waitin 4 shairy... den followed him buy contacts... rafiz din come sch today... buih sey... tk sch tknk blg... ni mcm pe brader... and so now here i am at home... wanna slp but hav to wait for the pic transfer frm ayu to finish... slow la... she wireless in sch... i stealing wireless at home... shhhhhhhh.... since ayu wanted to b acknowledged 4 editing the pic 4 me... so here it goes... Thanx ayu for editing the pic... 1 ari edit 1 pic k.. heehee..

Bout last nytes match against GENESIS... don wanna say too much... it was so humiliating... the scoreboard read 17-1 in their favour... the 1st period was good... 2-1... after dat... i tink misfortune struck us.... conceeding stupid goals.... all thanx to CAPTAIN MARVEL... im not blaming anyone aite... im 'congratulating'... its funny... Fancy a keeper who made it thru 4 trials of the u-19 national team being unable to save a slow shot which bounced off the court... comon... get ur body behind the f***ing ball if ur hands arent gd enuf... week after week... match after match.. it happened against australia national team, mustangs n most recent, GENESIS... it has cost us the game... the points.. the chances of making it to the top... it really brings the team morale down... conceeding a silly goal after defending so well..... dat dumbfuckingly sux... i juz hope dat the NP squirrels officials wld do sumtin bout it... cos its oways a big thing wen i made mistake... but no one corrects captain marvel when he makes one... life and its unfairness...

i dint want to talk tooo much bout floorball but i guess i had to let everytin out.... next match against SALIBANDY... and im gonna make sure i defend so well dat they wont get a shot at CAPTAIN MARVEL and im gonna execute my shots so well dat im gonna score 2 goals to achieve my target of 5 goals for the season....

2005-07-30T02:37:00.000-07:00

Yeahness... got back my maths paper juz now... i passed... 76/100... n yar... 2 passes n 2 fails.. as xpected... went acording to plan... ahax... gotta prepare for the retests soon... i don wanna fail again... esp MPI which i got 10/100... cool huh...

AFter Sch went to bugis wif shairy, rafiz, zul n khien cos shairy wanted to buy bag.. after dat we headed for PS in which we met up wif hilmi, aidah, fir, rahimn fadhil along the way... n i bought a Samuel and Kevin berms n giordano shirt which i din plan on buying....

2005-07-28T00:29:00.000-07:00

To all my loyal readers... sorry i haven been updating... xpect dat for the days to come aite... juz

not in the mood... sumtyms tink seems to be goin the way i want... sumtyms the opposite.. life

and its ups and downs... so unpredictable...

2005-07-22T00:16:00.000-07:00

Give up on MPI.. shld i or shld i not? i tink i shld.. i tink i shld not.. ARgggghhh... COMPUTER ALPHA and its freaking modules...

These are the odds of me passing my common tests...
Engineering Mathematics 3A..... the odds are 9:10; pretty confident on dis one..
ACDA... the odds are 3:10;
TP... the odds are 5:10;
MPI later on... 1:10; conferm fail...
so its 2 passes and 2 fails... better den last sem common tests.. at least

Anyways.. went to eat at west coast after the paper... Had Nasi ayam sambal bali.... n wow.. it was so tasty man... n wow... im so so so broke.... DAmnAtIoN..... MAK... APIS NK DUIT....

N i hav lyk 3 days more b4 getting my next allowance.. N i have $0 on me now... die liao... i'll receive treats frm u guys and gals with open arms... *winks

Guesss dats all 4 now aite.. dead beat tired..

Now u're gone....
and im still moving on...
no more memories....
inside my head...
Farewell...............

2005-07-21T01:10:00.000-07:00

Disaster Disaster Disaster...... ACDA was a disaster..... argggghhh.... damnation......... I knew it was coming... its lyk the day b4... noting got into my genius brains... The signs were there.... i juz cldnt study... arggghhh... how.. how.. how.. how cld i flung ACDA... my mates were lyk talking bout the answers after the paper n i was lyk so quiet.. knowing noting... n before the paper.. aidah was lyk asking me how to find Rom ... N i said.. huh? registry of marriage wen its actually sumtin gotta do wif ACDA... Yeah.. n dats really how bad it was...

N now... im really studying.... i gotta score for TP and try to pass MPI...... aniways... TP stands for Telecommunication Principles.... MPI stands 4 Microprocessor Programming and Interface... i tink...
Believe me... Its as hard as it sounds...

I guess im off to study again..... weehoots...

2005-07-19T21:45:00.000-07:00

Yeahness.... Maths paper was a bliss(even dough i had stomach ache during the paper, felt lyk

shitting)... yeah yeah yeah.. hmm.. my formula of last minute revision still work out well huh..

will keep dat as my lifetym success formula.. if u peeps wanna learn it frm me, i'll be glad to

share.. really.. honest..

Fantastic Four... was cool man.. yeah i watched it juz now... yah... so wat if i watch it a bit later

den u guys.. at least i watch rite... bleargh.. i wanna be johnny storm.. fire.... how hot was dat

man.. wait a sec.. i wanna be reed.. not bcos he's elastic... he got 2 marry susan storm... oh

jessica alba, will u marry me... damn... she's juz so mmmmmmmmmarvellous..... marry me will

u... hahax.... fat hope.. i cant even get hitched with a normal decent gerl, wat more a gerl lyk

her... dream on apis....

I shld be studyin 4 acda rite now.. why the hell am i blogging... oh yesh... its 4 u my loyal fans..

my loyal readers... hehe... im feeling sick and im still making n effort 2 interact wif u peeps..

be grateful aite.. hehe... crapping... im in the mood.. to crap..........................

CRAP CRAP cRAP.......

2005-07-19T00:16:00.000-07:00

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens

A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins

I wil never ask if you don’t ever tell me

I know you well enough to know you never loved me

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens

A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins

I will never ask if you don’t ever tell me

I know you well enough to know you never loved me

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens

A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins

I will never ask if you don’t ever tell me

I know you well enough to know...

I can go on and on
sumone..
pls put this to an end..

2005-07-17T21:00:00.000-07:00

how shld i feel rite now... been wondering since yesterday.. shld i feel lyk "YEAHNESS" or lyk "DAMNATION"... I tink i shld be feeling a bit of both... hehehe

YeahNess.. why? cos i scored 2 goals...

Damnation? cos we cld have won the game... arggggghh...

Highlights of the game in short...

match faces off at 6pm..

we took the lead wen Nanda scored..

but they equalised soon after..

since den... we became shaky...

by the 3rd period, we were 3-1 down..

n den.. i decided.. to play as forward and approaced najib and he gave me the green light..

1 more ting.. we played wif onie 2 lines in the 3rd period cos we were going 4 the goals..

GLorIOuS MomEnT

i scored the 2nd goal.. dribbling past 3 players.. how cool was dat.. weehooots...

the our 3rd goal was an own goal.. but it was given to me.. coolness..

we were in full gear after the 3rd goal..

n i got another goal.n made it 4-3... yeahness...

but they equalised later.. damnation....

so the score was 4-4.. n now.. i wanna continue study.. bye....

im in 13 n hilmi and 14... best defence partnership... haha... bye ar mik... aku naek atas... hehe

2005-07-15T00:48:00.000-07:00

My days are some sort becoming predictable... But i kinda lyk it...

i've been spending the whole week wif shairy n rafiz.. lyk we are real brothers.. even related brothers don go out dat often.. but i linda lyk their company.. sharing stories.. thank dem n my frens 4 being der 4 me wen i need dem most.. yah.. & U too...

n so 2day.. chilled at shairy's crib.. reached der ard 1pm.. wif rafiz.. had lunch, chatted, played CS, watch tv n many tings dats ive yet 2 describe.. n it was der dat i managed to chat wif her on msn.. n she gave me a poem which she wrote herself... u really wrote dat darl? its juz so nice.. i mean the poems nice and its nice of u too...thanx darl.. appreciate it..

n den went 4 training wif the rest of team B at 5.30.......... was quite funny... kartik got hit by rafiz's shot in the head... n i was lyk laughing my heads off.. omost lost my breath.. den aizat said sumting funny.. "klau aku maen mcm tu, da 100 goal aku score".. i don noe wats up wif him.. but everytin he says seems to be funny........ n den by 10.30.. im home.. all beat n tired.. n so, im off 2 slp.... tatatititutu..

Im FiLLed wiTh happiness....

Each day, i wake up feeling happy cos i noe i have u to go thru the day wif me...

n i hope i'll wake up everyday feeling the same way, now and forever.

2005-07-14T21:45:00.000-07:00

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cintamu sehangat sinar mentari
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dakam hidupku
bagaikan bulan dipagari bintang
dimalam syahdu

2005-07-14T01:16:00.000-07:00

ask me bout today..... i tink it was a day wer stupid.meets.fun. hehe... yeah.. im serius..
came 2 sch again 2day.. supposed 2 go 2 a 4 hr lecture but we(me n shairy) went onie 4 1 hr.. meaning we left at 2.. arranged 2 meet rafiz 2 eat at adam road..

btw.. dis is the result of the project... hehe.. Seri was lyk asking me.. "is dat red or wat".. hahax.. its copper n reddish brown la.. i wont dye red.. lyk matrep sia.. yucks..

incidents which makes it as stupid day..

-we cldnt decide which bustop 2 alight in town (heeren, somerset)

-we were in town 4 lyk onie an hr..

incidents which makes it fun

-i accidentally hit shairy's hand and he dropped his zen micro..

-again accidentally smacking shairy's mouth

-seeing 2 ngee ann poly idiots sitting in the middle of a Tamiya car racing track, racing.

frm town.. we decided 2 go 2 rafiz's crib again.. n so we took 190.. but in the bus, decided 2 chill at BP plaza instead.. so rafiz went home 2 take his lappie so dat he cld surf at mac.. spent lyk 1hr+ der b4 goin back..

im too tired 2 say too much.. hehe

a new project is pending... "Bangkit Pet Centre"

-pending approval

2005-07-13T01:19:00.000-07:00

Wooohoootts.... tuesdays account.. was a fun day.. yeah.. quite fun.. hehe... kan braders.. heehee..

well.. as per normal.. went 2 sch 2 study.. wif rafiz n shairy.. aidah n hilmi joined us later... the tests are drawing nearer by the minutes.. n seriusly.. im so not prepared... DAMNATION....... but im confident i'll be prepared wen the day comes.. swingning back 2 the story.. onie studied lyk 3 hrs today n den decided 2 hav early dinner n went 2 jp 2 eat at long john.. well.. it was a change of plans la actually.. supposed 2 eat at west coast wif shairy n rafiz but deserted the idea wen it drizzled..

after the food, accompanied shairy cut hair at wer else... Jean yip la.. waste of money rite.. but nvm la.. he happy.. we happy.. kan rafiz kan.. n it turned out quite fine la.. got ekor.. or wat shairy call KUTIL.. hehex... after all dat.. i decided 2 go to watson and look 4 9% koleston.. u noe the budget dye want...cheap but good... but they don sell anymore i tink.. all watson oso don have.. n so.. hehe.. unexpectedly, shairy voiced out if i really wanna dye my hair.. n so i asked if he wanna share.. n tadaa.. we bought the revlon dye.. den we headed 2 rafiz's crib 2 do the 'project'.. heehee..

while dying their hair, i managed 2 come up wif undeniably better hairstyles den the way they style their own hair now... take a look 4 urself... pls dont deny dat i hav hairstyling capabilities..

yeah... n the outcome of the project, was good.. our had hair new colors.. frm light brown.. mine changed to copper brown and reddish brown.. shairy's too.. rafiz was more of highlighted.. credits to me n shairy, his looked quite nice too.. with streaks of browns.. heehee.. so, if u guys wanna get ur hair done.. dont hesitate to come to Bangkit Saloon aite.. hehe..

YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL SOUL

AND

YOU WILL BE LOVED

you know who u are..

2005-07-12T16:02:00.000-07:00

M-U-G-G-I-N-G

2005-07-12T00:30:00.000-07:00

ARRGGGHHH...... Exams are round the corner... Study study study..... wanna get at least a B 4 all the modules.... gotta prove sumtin 2 all my lecturers.. sumtin which says im not the rotten apple in a class of Einstein wannabes.... yeah... dats how clever my classmates are....

Swinging over 2 todays account...
Met shairy in sch at 1.30 pm 2 study.. followed him 2 MEL 1st 2 make enquiries about the stupig charger.. he shld b glad he listened 2 my advice man.. or else.. its 70 buck down the drain.. how cool does dat sound dudes.. hahx

n really man... my gastric pains are really bothering me.... it got a bit worse juz now.. n had to rush 2 get food.....

Ate kway teow goreng daging at al ameen.... along wif ayu, shairy, hilmi, fahmi and aishah.. filled mua stomach.... hilmi suggested char kway at west coast for supper but the idea was soon put 2 rest.. hehe.. nxt tym k mimik... after the evening dinner, we headed back 2 sch 2 continue 'studying'.... hehx... did noting but chat...

by 9.. we had 2 leave the libry n decided 2 make our own way home.. so we went our seperate ways.... well 4 me n shairy dat is.. cos mimik n aidah went 2gether...

how i wished i still had sum1 2 go back home wif.. but she's now goin home wif sum1 else.. sum1 she loves more....

2005-07-10T22:18:00.000-07:00

BOred BoreD day...

Today was no doubt one of tne most boring days of my life man... glad dat 2day is omost over n im looking 4ward 2 a new day 2morrow.. Its lyk i spent omost the whole day at home.. sux rite.. lyk i woke up at 8.30 bcos of bensons msg.. well supposed 2 wake up la 2 play soccer.. n so.. 2day i onie go out 2 play soccer n spend the rest of the day at home..

DAMNATION

A boring post sums up a boring day..

2005-07-09T23:04:00.000-07:00

YEAHNESS....

Ive completed mua assignment... YEAH yeAh YeahS......

for the 1st tym.. Spent lyk 6 hrs focusing on 1 ting... N dats my PDP1 assinment.. Proud of myself man... but credits 2 shairy, adi n rabiah.. din noe dat adi n rabiah were so capable n helpful... nice bunch of peeps... finish ard 5.30pm and den ate at KFC.... YEAHNESS.... Filled mua empty stomaach wif the delicious taste of cheese fries n chicken... den after dat, met RAfiz n fIR 2 accompany shairy to SIM LIm...

Shairy spoiled his laptop charger... See la.. So careless... PAdan MukA... hehe....
Its juz oways fun 2 hang out wif shairy, rafiz, hilmi n farhan.... dey will oways layan my kerenah.... YEAHNESS....

by 9.. i was feeling so tired man.. so at 9.30 decided 2 head 4 home... rafiz n fir chilled at suntec while me n shairy, head 4 home shweeet home...

p.s. shairy got himself a new gerlfren... pheweets...

n so now, here i am blogging... feeling bored... oways bored wen im at home...

n wen i get bored, it makes me miss her more..

I miss Drinking MacdoNies Iced MiLo wif her.....

2005-07-08T20:37:00.000-07:00

Yikes... my PDP1 assignment will be overdue 2morrow... n i haven even start on it yet...

Im so stressed up man... ANiways.. i juz finished bathing my 4 yr old nephew... n luckily he did not SHIT.... hehehe... it juz yucks......

I tink im havin a new problem....

Im Juz EAtin 2 MucH.... I don wanna grow FAT.... ARGGGGGh... but i have 2 follow my stomach.... cos mua gastric pains comin back..... DAMNATION...

STUDY break is here again.... n its really tym 2 study... n i really mean it...

will be goin 2 sch 2morrow wif shairy 2 complete the assignment... will really nd his help man....

oops... i guess its tym 4 me 2 start on dat darn tinghy...

2005-07-08T01:30:00.000-07:00

SETBACKS AFTER SETBACKS
BLOW AFTER BLOW

WAssup wif dis lyf im living man.... Notings been goin my way.....
N its suppose 2 be the beginnning of a new year 4 me....

DUMBFUCK

Firstly... i received an advance bday gift when she asked 4 a brk up 6 days b4 my bday...

n now... 2 days after my bday floorball gave me a belated bday present... by not selecting me for IVP....

I cant expect any WORSE...........

2005-07-07T00:01:00.000-07:00

should be doin my PDP1 assignment rite now..

the dateline is 9 july...

but instead, here i am... blogging... im so addicted 2 blogging again...

my day in sch was fine
The IS presentation went well.. i juz cant wait 2 get the product goin..

N if the product really take off... Man....

It wiLL Be a BlAsT.....

Aniways.. class ended at 5 sharp... n i was rushing 2 the libry 2 meet shairy...

wen she called... she saw me... walking alone... yeah... u rite...

Im juz a L-O-N-E-L-Y soul... and wen i reached the

libry n met ayu n shairy, den decided 2 ask her 2 join us... n so i msg her

n she reached in abt 10 mins... she was kinda diff... quiet... weak...

lyk sumtings bothering her.... ask her along 2 dinner but she refused... well, she had 2 wait 4 him....

yah... n here comes the f***ing part...

saw him wen we were about 2 go down the stairs.. He was meeting her..... yah... N well... He smiled at me........ he cant afford not to smile after wat happened rite.... It Juz BlowS mY moOd aWay... DuNno y... But still.... Im MoviNg oN..

No matter wat It takes.... I'll Move on.... how hard it mayb... i"ll move on..... .....

2005-07-06T01:55:00.000-07:00

hey... my bday is over... yeah... its a new day, a new year n hopefully a new beginning 4 me...

2day was a kinda ups n downs day... one moment i was feeling down... the next moment im all funky again.. weird ar... mayb dats how an 18 yr old feels.. hehe.. crapz..

floorball training was fine 2day... the drills were all fine... but its juz dat i tink the ppl r toking 2 much... y y y.. y must the after training teamtalk b so long winded... im bored man...

after all the talks... i bath as quickly... yah.. n went back wif her... was feeling kinda awkward at 1st.. well u noe.. tings r diff now... but den... we clicked again... everytin was lyk b4... xcept 4 dat slight diff... haiz... we really had a gd chat... n b4 we part... as in i had 2 alight at lakeside n she will b one her way home 2 pasir ris... she took out dis gift... wasn xpected actuall... but thanx aniways... it really means alot cos its frm her...

yah... dats how 2day basically went...

N ive been tinking... n i came 2 a decision..

I guess i juz hav 2 move on... even dough i still love her lots.. i've got 2 move on..

I'll juz leave it to fate...

if we're fated 2 b 2gether.. sooner or later down the road fate will bring us 2gether... doesnt hav 2 be now... but i juz hope dat day will come... n wat more...

a fren told me dat each one of us is born wif a partner.. its juz a matter of finding ur partner.. when n how u find dem.. if she's my partner, den we'll be as one... if she's not 2 b mine... den one day i will find my real love rite... so i need 2 tell myself 2 chill man... yeah... Move on... even dough its gonna b hard la...

MoViNg On...

2005-07-05T00:15:00.000-07:00

hey.. its 5th july... im 18 now..

im multi taskin as usual... chattin, bloggin, doin my assignment...

im juz tinking rite now... a review of myself... wat have i done dis past yr... frm 5th july 2004 to 5th july 2005...

many tings hav happened... n i tink xperience hav thought me a ting or 2 bout the world... the cruel side... yeah.. n now here i am.. juz reminiscing..

yeah... tanks mak, ayah, kak, bang, kak rin, bang jeff for the prezzies... appreciate it.. the watch is cool man... auto light... wanna noe wats it bout... Go Figure..

yeah... been receiving bday msgs since it reach 12... thanx lots... really appreciate it...

k gtg continue my assignment... ciaoz...

2005-07-03T14:50:00.000-07:00

A pieCe oF mY miNd and an honest OpinIoN

ppl say: FATE Is IN OUR HANDS, WE CREATED OUR OWN POSSIBILITIES. How to when we are crying over spilt milk? Why do humans fall in and out of love.

Why do we have to witness our loved ones fall for another person and put on a fake smile but deep inside we are crying?

Why do we always say " Hey ! Thats good ! Im happy for you " when infact we are jealous about it and wish that we can just run forward to that person and start things all over again ?

It is so hurtful to sit beside a person knowingly you wont get that person..

Why in this world that there are such things call rejections?

Why do people have to leave their loved ones for the rejected happiness?

Why do people make use of others for their own selfish reasons?

Why do people say they love you but do not wanna be with you?

Why is it that we have to make our own decisions hoping that we made the right choice but in the end it is NOT.

Why is it that people are so blinded in love that we pledged ourselves to love the person we love and forsake everything to make them happy and hope everyday so that their relationship last forever.

" Good things dont last forever"

If LOve is Love then why does love leads to lustful activities? If TRUE LOVE has eight words then BULL SHIT is too.

2005-07-03T13:05:00.000-07:00

hey hey... woke up kinda early inspite having a tiring day yesterday...

yeah.. went 2 sentosa yesterday.. its been some tym since i set foot on dat beautiful island.. oh yah.. it was a class gathering btw.. supposedly la.. xcept dat jas brought his gerlfren along... but who cares... we had fun... at least dey did..

supposed 2 meet dem at 12 at j.e... but knowing me.. i reached at almost 1pm.. hahakx.. cool huh... den we took the train n alighted at outram n waited for seri 4 lyk 30 min b4 taking train again 2 harbourfront...

der were lots of ppl at the shuttle bus service.. well wat do u xpect.. its a saturday... n by the tym we reached siloso beach... it was abt 3pm... had fun.. playing soccer n frisbee n stuff... throwing justin into the water... they wanted 2 throw me, 4 my bday... but i insisted in enetring the pool myself...

by 6.. we were getting hungry... n so we changed n stuff lyk dat n by 8.30 we were having dinner at harbourfront hawker centre... how pleased was i... filling my stomach wif grilled chicken chop after spending a whole day on an empty stomach...

after dinner went home n reached at ard 11... earlier den xpected.. went online a while b4 goin 2 slp at 1am... dats how my day basically went yesterday...

4 2day... will be goin 2 jp at ard 3pm 2 collect my bday cake which sis bought 4 me.. thanks kak.. but 2 bad gonna collect it myself...b having a mini celebration wif family later 2nyte...

so dats all 4 now.. will update again...

2005-07-02T03:15:00.000-07:00

woohooots... went 2 watch WAR OF THE WORLDS JUST NOW... and it rocks... big tym man...

Thanx 2 shairy n hilmi 4 being der wen i nd frens most... n rafiz too...(even dough i still cant stop tinking bout her)

i GIve the movie a 9/10 man...

go go go... go catch it in cinemas near u...

A piece of my mind..

Tings juz keep getting stranger by the day, the nite...

it seemed lyk the sun shined in my eyes last nyte...

the silence just seemed so loud...

without u by my side... Tings juz keep getting stranger by the day...

I'LL b waiting for u...

uNtiTLed

2005-07-01T08:20:00.000-07:00

peeps... sorry 4 the few days silence aite.. its been a tough week 4 me.. and i mean really tough...

my previous post had no meaning... sum1 whom i loved so much, had 2 leave me.. and it happens at a tym wen the nexy day supposed 2 b our 1st mth.. n im having IVP floorball selections the next day n wif my bday the next few days... wat a tym huh... i din perform well at all in the selections... i tot i cld put it away 4 a moment n concentrate on the trials... but i was proved wrong..

without her now in my life... im feeling so incomplete... no more hugs, kisses, strokes b4 we go 2 slp...

Life has lost its meaning,its colors...

Food has literally lost its taste...

dats how much u really mean 2 me dear....

if ever comes a day dat u tink u can love me n make me stand out in ur heart... i'd be happy 2 b wif u again...

I'LL Be waItIng foR yOu

a tRibUtE

2005-06-29T01:00:00.000-07:00

have u ever tot of life being unfair 2 u...

ive neva had dat thought pass thru my mind..

n i hope life wld continue being fair 2 me n i wont have 2 change mindset about life...

hav u ever tot of how tings oways juz doesnt go our way...

lyk how u keep failing in luv.. relationshps still ending in brk ups no matter how hard u try 2 avoid it..

dats how ive oways felt... dat im so unlucky in luv...

but dat thinking changed now... im so in luv wif my perfect angel.. my IRA..

n i hope dat dis tym tings wld go my way n dis relationshp wld last 4 eternity...

the past 29 days hav been the best days of my life wif the best moments n memories dat i'll oways cherish....

A TRIbUtE

unTitLed

2005-06-26T13:25:00.000-07:00

hey peeps... im feeling... im feeling lyk i dunno how im feeling rite now..

noting juz seems 2 b rite 2day n yesterday... guess im really missing her lots.. not seeing her 4 2 days.. really sux... feels lyk im suffering frm a disease man... love disease... im love sick...

Finally... i noe wat being in love really feels lyk...

feeling incomplete when she's not by my side...

tings neva turning out rite without her..

missing her so much even dough u juz saw her minutes ago...

n she juz means everyting 2 u... n i really mean EVERYTING..

Thanx dear...

thanx 4 stepping into my life...

n i hope u stay der 2day, 2morrow n forever...

love my devilish angel...

muacckkzz...

unTitLed

2005-06-20T23:18:00.000-07:00

holla peeps... im having my lunch brk now... eating the bread wif mashed egg mak packed 4 me... hehe.. yeah2... feeling so bored now.. im all alone at the libry.. juz wat should i blog about.. guess i shld tell bout my day out wif my beloved angel yesterday.. so here it goes..

Met Miss White at clementi at 4.45 cos she wanted 2 go 2 sch 2 pass the netball ball 2 her fren.. haha... n wen we reach sch n went 2 the MSS room (which i've neva been 2), the door was locked n there was no key placed in any of the shoes which mua darling miss white here claim der shld be.. haha... 4get all dat.. frm der we took 154 2 KAP den 171 2 orchard.. we went 2 wisma... goin into most of the shops.. n jumbling up the clothes at Mango ISETAN.. hehe.. very bad huh... dear is not dat angelic after all... heehee... yeah.. my objective was 2 get a replacement 4 my stolen ripcurl slippers..

after getting the flip flops.. we had dinner.. at mac... cos i want her 2 have her fav macdonies ice milo.. heehee... n at last i get the opportunity 2 giv her a treat.. but still, she made me agree 2 a condition dat she will treat me the nxt tym.. hmm... i want pizza hut or seoul garden k dear.. heehee.. after dinner.. we went jln2 at heeren n frm der..

Cute Butt and Big Butt were born.. heehee... the story is too fun 2 be told.. so lets keep it lyk dat.. hehe..den ard 9.. we headed home.. i send her 2 pasir ris n den chit chat der b4 heading back to lakeside n having $2 deducted frm my ezlink 4 exceeding the tym limit.. funny la SMRT.. but nvm.. its $2 deducted meaningfully.. cos i gotta spend more tym wif mua little miss white.. heehee... guess dats all 4 now..
MoRpHiN OuTz

untiTleD

2005-06-19T13:43:00.000-07:00

yo yo yo peeps... miss me huh... yeah... damn... haven blog 4 ages... was feeling so lazy 2 blog but all of a sudden, i miss blogging man.. heeheehee.. n tadaa.. so here i am.. updating after a long absence... juz sitting at home rite now doin notin... waiting 4 a call 2 go out... the past month have been of ups n downs... but wats important is dat im happy now.. especially wif her by my side...

The past days are too long winded 2 be blogged about... i guess i'll stop here dis tym round.. gotta look 4 new skins n change the current 1...

c ya all ard nxt tym...

ciaoz...

untitled

2005-05-23T23:56:00.000-07:00

holla peeps...

sorry havent been updating... many tings happened... both nice n the opposite..

but am not in the mood 2 update now....

will update soon aite..

bye...

uNtiTleD

2005-05-15T16:36:00.000-07:00

Holla....

Hey peeps.. I lost mY hp... sux rite.. all my contacts gone..

but but but... as eminem said.."Everytin always happens 4 a reason"

due to dat.. i got a new phone.. Nokia 3230 to be exact... wee....... hahax.....
p.s.. ask me 4 my new no orite.. i cant post it here...

yesterdays account.. went to town wif hilmi, khien, filbert, aidah, ayu... along the way met ira, fahmi, aisyah n rafiz... wanted 2 go 2 Tiasa actually.. to get maself a new floorball stick.. but was closed wen we arrived at 3.30pm.. they were only open half day.. nvm.. can buy other days rite..

den we decided 2 hav lunch.. stomachs really rumbling.. so we went 2 eat at "cahaya" at far east plaza.. the 1 bside "puncak".... saw fahmi n aisyah while waitin 4 our food n so they joined us for lunch.. after lunch, went 2 fetch ira at orchard mrt... wer we den bought famous amos for ourselves at wisma... then.. outside ngee ann city.. there was dis wish2 thingy.. n i wrote my wish on a paper n den throw it inside a tunnel of wind... noe wat i wished 4... A lamborghini sports car... woohooo... if only...

den went 2 heeren wer suddenly the mood change for sum1.. don wanna mention the name dough.. hope he/she is orite now... den decided 2 go 2 esplanade n chilled der.. den it started 2 rain n we had 2 go... so sad... ahakz... felt bad dat ira had 2 go home alone... but she was safe home by 11.30... good 2 hear dat..

k dats all basically.. notin happen 2day actually.. xcept dat my insurance agent came and asked me 2 sign sum tingas.. goin out 2 meet fwens soon i guest... k tata peeps..

2005-05-11T14:30:00.000-07:00

holla holla.. remember dat in my previous entry i said dat i really wanna tell u guys sumtin but cant... well i got the green light from najib.. so here it goes.. it may not be meaningful 2 u guys but it really means alot 2 me.. man.. well here it goes.. on sun 8 may.. najib, jason, rooney, stuart, shairy, hilmi and me represented FC Squirrels... we combined with mooseman n swiss club from the floorball league div 1 2 play against the national girls team... the national gerls were really good man.. they hav neva been beaten in any of their world cup warmup matches.. i mean even including other guy teams lyk merahan n many other dat i don wanna mention..i hav really come 2 respect the gerls 4 their fighting spirit + their good stick work n physical play.. they really took the game 2 us dat day but we managed 2 edge dem out by a score of 7-4.. i feel really proud of myself man.. even dough my line conceeded 2 of the 4 goals.. der was lots 2 learn from dat game.. n can u imagine.. yesterday.. after the squirrels game against ngee ann in which i played 4 squirrels.. stephan, the guys national coach, called najib saying that he need 5 players from squirrels 2 play against the national gerls again.. but we were all 2 tired after the match... mayb nxt tym... the nxt big game.. FC Squirrels against the australian national team on 26 may... look out 4 dat 1 guys.. really cant wait 2 play against the australians... wooohoooo... off i go.... byes... until nxt tym

2005-05-08T22:28:00.000-07:00

holla... i wld lyk 2 start off dis post wishing all mothers a happy mothers day.. even dough i tink moms r 2 old 2 blog... ahakz.. hmm 2day.. woke up early.. ard 9am... den went 2 market 2 collect the bouquet 4 my mum.... oooo... how sweet of me... i was really happy 2day... did sumtin frm 12pm to 5pm which really make me feel satisfied... but.. due to not wanting 2 hurt any party... i shall not mention bout it... how i wish i cld tell u guys.... oooohhh.... how i really2 wish...

unTiTleD

2005-05-04T22:22:00.000-07:00

woohoooo peeps... due 2 popular demand asking me 2 update... esp aidah... so here i am updating....really lots 2 say... but lazy la... ahax... hmm... i'll start wif my xam results... i passed all the modules.. really surprised... i was xpecting 2 fail at least 1... woohoooo... many tings happen but don wanna tok bout it... yah recently was the flrball bbq... was fun... but got abit bored in the morning... but it was fun seeing the bapokz at changi in yazids car... even dough bit scarry... aiyoh... dats all la... lazyness

Farhan is a PERVERT

2005-04-20T13:02:00.000-07:00

hey peeps... 1 more ting.. 4got 2 tell ya all dat farhan mohamad of ngee ann poly is a PERVERT.. he took many pics of me n hilmi naked while bathing after floorball.. peeps BEWARE....

2005-04-20T12:51:00.000-07:00

hey... bn missing 4 3 days yar... juz wat happen past 3 days.. kk... will tell u guys... sun was lyk an all nothing day... bored... was looking 4ward 2 monday... 4 the ubin trip...

yeah... finally monday came.. ahax... woke up at 8... get all changed n left at 9... reached j.e at 9.25.. 5 mins earlier... tis tym the rest were late.. so much 4 sum ppl tellin me not 2 b late.. but nvm.. im not fussy so juz let go lorz... shairi n farhan reach 1st, den hilmi.. den we proceed 2 bedok 2 meet the gerls... but they were late.. suppose 2 meet dem at 10.30 at bedok.. but batang idong pon tk nmpak.. so gave aidah a call.... n she was being really nice... *roll-eyes* 2 tell me dat she was onli at clementi at 10.30... wahlau... JANJI MELAYU... so, we dcided 2 hav breakfast 1st... den nani n ayu arrived followed by aidah... finally.. oh.. ya.. 4got.. zhi an(hingus) & kien were oso der... ahax...den we took bus no 2 to changi jetty... took theboat.. it really sux...swaying frm rite 2 left... as soon as we reach der, changed den survey the bikes... we took the $4 bikes... soon we were on our way cycling up pulau ubin.. up? or down? or thru? wateva la... der were 2 accidents.. hahax.. i fell off my bike wen i was staring at dis empty house... n next day shairik told me he dreamt dat sum1( saw no one but heard a voice) ask him y i fell der... eerie man... den i saw a number of malay graves... wat was funny was some din c the graves.. when we pass by chinese graves... shairik n farhan suddenly got cramps... rite bside the graves.. eerie oso... haha.... yah... there were many dogs der.... really hard 2 go bout cos sum dogs followed us.. esp shairik... ahakx.. den at ard 4 or 5 we got tired of cycling... n decide 2 go back 2 main land.. heehee.. den we go lepak2 at changi beach n chit chat n noe each other even better.. n we saw 3 bapoks... i was scared sia.. haha... den ard 9 we headed home n i reached home ard 10.30... went 2 slp after cleaning maself up.. tired man... n had dreams of empty houses.. scary.....

tuesday... went 2 play pool den went floorball training wer i injured my groin... tats all....

notin yet 2 tok bot 2day...

chiaoz....